Are you single?

[MiMif]

Does it effect your suicidalness

 

[sserafim]

I've been single for my whole life. Love is something that I've never sought out, looked for, or cared out. I don't know what love feels like, and honestly, I'm not even sure if I'm even able to. I don't know why it plays such a big part in people's lives and why people are so obsessed with it. I've never wanted a relationship, but I have a crush who stopped talking to me over a year ago. I'm more interested in sex than romance. I'm a virgin and I want to try it before I die out of curiosity. I just want to see what it's like. Being single doesn't affect my suicidality, as I don't care for relationships and never did. I think that flirting is fun though. Maybe I'm a player lol

 

[letsgetittogo]

it isn't my main reason for wanting to ctb, but the loneliness certainly makes me want to do it more

 

[lnlybnny]

not single but i'm so withdrawn from everyone at the moment i lack the energy to even see/interact with my partner... when they say they'll come see me i'm like ''ugh oh no'' even though i care for them... but also too lazy/coward to end things, and not sure if i'd want that. it's nice to know i have someone there for when i feel ''emotionally needy''. they know i'm weird but don't know i want to ctb for real

 

[divinemistress36]

No . Romantic love is usually conditional anyways

 

[letsgetittogo]

not single but i'm so withdrawn from everyone at the moment i lack the energy to even see/interact with my partner... when they say they'll come see me i'm like ''ugh oh no'' even though i care for them... but also too lazy/coward to end things, and not sure if i'd want that. it's nice to know i have someone there for when i feel ''emotionally needy''. they know i'm weird but don't know i want to ctb for real

unrelated but you made your account on my birthday :3 feelsgoodman

 

[sserafim]

unrelated but you made your account on my birthday :3 feelsgoodman

Are you into astrology? What's your moon and rising? I'm a Virgo lol

 

[letsgetittogo]

Are you into astrology? What's your moon and rising? I'm a Virgo lol

my sister is really into astrology, so I know a good amount about it because of her. She's done all my charts and stuff for me.

My Sun is in Aquarius, my moon is in Aquarius, and my rising is in Taurus.

From what I know you SEEM like a Virgo too though LMAO

 

[lnlybnny]

unrelated but you made your account on my birthday :3 feelsgoodman

yay :) happy belated bday haha

 

[sserafim]

my sister is really into astrology, so I know a good amount about it because of her. She's done all my charts and stuff for me.

My Sun is in Aquarius, my moon is in Aquarius, and my rising is in Taurus.

From what I know you SEEM like a Virgo too though LMAO

Oh nice. I actually posted my chart here on SS, but no one read it. One person posted astrology info about it though. You can see my chart if you want. I'm a Pisces moon Leo rising

 

[lnlybnny]

my sister is really into astrology, so I know a good amount about it because of her. She's done all my charts and stuff for me.

My Sun is in Aquarius, my moon is in Aquarius, and my rising is in Taurus.

From what I know you SEEM like a Virgo too though LMAO

my sun is in aquarius too, my moon is in taurus... gemini rising :o

 

[letsgetittogo]

Pisces

Oh nice. I actually posted my chart here on SS, but no one read it. One person posted astrology info about it though. You can see my chart if you want. I'm a Pisces moon Leo rising

According to the internet we are compatible

my sun is in aquarius too, my moon is in taurus... gemini rising :o

Ooooo youre intellectual and stubborn (I think??)

Air signs for the win

 

[Unknown21]

I do not think that the matter affects my suicide, as I am autistic and loneliness is my safe zone, so I do not find that the matter contributes to my suicide in any way.

 

[Chronosphere]

No idea how to not be single honestly. Like you returned home, tired and just wanting to eat something and go to sleep and suddenly there's another person that I need to talk to instead of doing what I want. Sounds tiresome.

 

[sserafim]

my sister is really into astrology, so I know a good amount about it because of her. She's done all my charts and stuff for me.

My Sun is in Aquarius, my moon is in Aquarius, and my rising is in Taurus.

From what I know you SEEM like a Virgo too though LMAO

@ijustwishtodie What sign are you?

No idea how to not be single honestly. Like you returned home, tired and just wanting to eat something and go to sleep and suddenly there's another person that I need to talk to instead of doing what I want. Sounds tiresome.

Same. It seems like an invasion of your personal space and freedom.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Right now, yeah. Though that would change soon. Either way, regardless of whether I'm single or not, my suicidality would be the same as my issues aren't with a relationship but rather with other aspects of life. I wouldn't be more suicidal or less suicidal if I was in a relationship compared to if I wasn't

No . Romantic love is usually conditional anyways

Isn't all love conditional? Isn't conditional love a good thing? After all, I hope that every type of love has some sort of condition to it, such as not tolerating abusive behaviour or something

 

[sserafim]

Right now, yeah. Though that would change soon. Either way, regardless of whether I'm single or not, my suicidality would be the same as my issues aren't with a relationship but rather with other aspects of life. I wouldn't be more suicidal or less suicidal if I was in a relationship compared to if I wasn't

Isn't all love conditional? Isn't conditional love a good thing? After all, I hope that every type of love has some sort of condition to it, such as not tolerating abusive behaviour or something

Lol do you want to be in a relationship with me? Or are you having an arranged marriage?

 

[hadenough58]

A very acrimonious divorce was the reason my mental health issues took hold and brought me to where I am now.
I believe that it is true that the people you love are the people that can hurt you the most.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

@ijustwishtodie What sign are you?

I searched it up. I got Aries. I should say that my birthday is close as well

 

[sserafim]

I searched it up. I got Aries. I should say that my birthday is close as well

Happy early birthday

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Lol do you want to be in a relationship with me? Or are you having an arranged marriage?

Definitely not the latter. As for the former, well...

 

[letsgetittogo]

A very acrimonious divorce was the reason my mental health issues took hold and brought me to where I am now.
I believe that it is true that the people you love are the people that can hurt you the most.

Can I ask what happened?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Happy early birthday

This is a bit too early for that but thanks. I still have over a week to go

 

[sserafim]

Definitely not the latter. As for the former, well...

We can be in a relationship if you want lol. How would it work though?

This is a bit too early for that but thanks. I still have over a week to go

Oh nice. Do you know your moon and rising? You need your birth time though

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

asking me out on a date?

i'm sorry i am trolling again

 

[ijustwishtodie]

We can be in a relationship if you want lol. How would it work though?

Yeah, I don't know how it'd work. I just don't think it would work lol. I think that maybe we just wouldn't care if the relationship ended? I mean, whatever happened to:

I've been single for my whole life. Love is something that I've never sought out, looked for, or cared out. I don't know what love feels like, and honestly, I'm not even sure if I'm even able to. [...] I've never wanted a relationship, but I have a crush who stopped talking to me over a year ago. [...] as I don't care for relationships and never did. I think that flirting is fun though. Maybe I'm a player lol

Also, damn, you really are one hell of a player. You could probably get into a relationship with almost anybody on this site if you wanted to. Though of course I'm an exception to that

Oh nice. Do you know your moon and rising? You need your birth time though

I don't know my birth time but I'll try to find it out later for you though I'll probably forget to let you know about the results so feel free to annoy me about it lol

 

[sserafim]

Yeah, I don't know how it'd work. I just don't think it would work lol. I think that maybe we just wouldn't care if the relationship ended? I mean, whatever happened to:

Also, damn, you really are one hell of a player. You could probably get into a relationship with almost anybody on this site if you wanted to. Though of course I'm an exception to that

I don't know my birth time but I'll try to find it out later for you though I'll probably forget to let you know about the results so feel free to annoy me about it lol

We could do long distance or something lol. You're from the UK right? Honestly, I've always liked the UK. I love London

 

[ijustwishtodie]

We could do long distance lol. You're from the UK right? Honestly, I've always liked the UK. I love London

I can't even tell if you're being serious or not anymore lmao. Also, yeah, I'm from the UK. I don't even think that anybody in the UK likes the UK itself... you'd have to be crazy to like this place whilst living in it. Though liking it from a different country makes sense I guess. My parents talked about how dubai is a far better place to be in as opposed to the UK. Apparently they don't do taxes??

 

[sserafim]

I can't even tell if you're being serious or not anymore lmao. Also, yeah, I'm from the UK. I don't even think that anybody in the UK likes the UK itself... you'd have to be crazy to like this place whilst living in it. Though liking it from a different country makes sense I guess. My parents talked about how dubai is a far better place to be in as opposed to the UK. Apparently they don't do taxes??

I'm serious lol. I've never had a relationship before but I'm open to trying one…if you are haha. I always thought that the UK seemed much more sophisticated than the US. The UK seems to be more refined and have more class. It also seems to be much more cultured than the US. America literally has no culture or class. It doesn't have any high culture of its own

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've always been single. I can't say it's a prime factor in making me want to CTB but I suppose sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't feel like this if I had someone to share life with. There again, I think it would be far worse to have someone and still feel like this. I have enough tethers in life as it is.

Like, my Dad realises I'm not happy. He doesn't realise the extent of it but perhaps sometimes he suspects because he will tell me he loves me and- surely that has to count for something. And I mean- sure it does. It would be horrible if he didn't but effectively, it mainly just traps me here. It isn't practical. It doesn't stop me feeling like this. It doesn't really help me live life. So, I wonder if having a partner would be like that to an extent. I do actually feel really bad for people who want to CTB but are worried about leaving their partners with the grief.