Venting Are you in peace with the idea of dying?

[wanttodie]

completely at peace with it.

 

[Freeme3820]

Deffo at peace with it

 

[Sensei]

I'm at peace with the knowledge that my life most probably will end in suicide. That, however, doesn't mean that I've given up hope yet. The odds are not good, but there's still a chance that my life will change for the better. If it doesn't, I'll simply stop resisting my suicidal impulses.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I am at peace with dying by my own hand when I choose to do so. But after being diagnosed with a rare disease that could take me out whenever it feels like, or me dying on then operating table? That scares me shitless. I want to be in control of my going.

 

[shadowchaser]

I definitely am, and I think I always will be, even at times when I'm not actively pursuing it. The alternative is even scarier for me-- I can't imagine how others manage to deceive themselves every day out of thinking about death and thereby just avoiding their terror of it until it inevitably becomes unavoidable.

Although, I suppose, others don't think of it has much as we do. But nonetheless I'm satisfied with the fact that I can accept it whenever and however it happens.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Very much at peace with it.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I've not only made peace with it. But it feels like an unopened Christmas present at this point. It takes alot of fortitude and strength to hold on right now.

 

[rhiino]

Not really at peace with it because of the people that I love and have to leave behind.

 

[rundschlinge78]

I am no longer afraid of being dead, because I hope it will be just nothing. I have for years contemplated the act of dying. Some people want to die without even knowing it, probably like being shot in the back of the head while walking down the street. And given that after death there is no memory, no recollection, it is a fair point. However, I am different. I want to know that I am dying, with no return. I really want to enjoy and savour that feeling of release. In that respect, a death with some pain for a short time is preferable to me, to not knowing I died. So I am also not afraid of dying. I am looking forward to it. We can only die once. I intend to enjoy it as much as possible.

 

[Shinkansen]

yes, because I know it's a way out of this useless life.
I already know that in life I will never be happy, I have experienced nothing but pain and sadness, so why should my life suddenly change tomorrow?
it's useless for me to hope for an improvement, death will be the angel who will take me away from this hell.

 

[EternalDarkness]

I am not at peace with it but i dont have the strength to live for much longer.

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

I've not only made peace with it. But it feels like an unopened Christmas present at this point. It takes alot of fortitude and strength to hold on right now.

Loved this post, I also feel that ctb is like this present I relish opening. However first I'll tie up some loose ends. Totally at peace with dying my way.

 

[Jblack]

I am at peace with death. I feel that I have over come my fears and look forward to whatever awaits in the next world ( if there is one). I have come to accept that there is something better then this life we live. For those of us with depression, the feeling of being alone is very real and difficult to handle, exiting this life I hope brings that to an end.

 

[Woodnote]

Yes, I am.

 

[TAW122]

I have made peace with death many years ago. I am more afraid of pain and failure than death itself. Death would be freedom from my suffering and this shitty existence.

 

[lostangel]

I'm just concerned of reincarnation. As no-one knows anything about the afterlife for certain.