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d-tea

d-tea

Member
Apr 7, 2024
99
I have tried before, but now I have no intention anymore. I am not happy, but I can bear living, currently, and I have some hopes that I could enjoy it someday, even if that day isn't now.
Sometimes I still consider it as a way of coping, keeping the option if things get worse, but I do plan on getting help before I actually start seriously considering something like that again.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,378
Depends. Im coping atm but god knows prob ill die by my own hand.

Im mostly super indecisive and impulsive ao maybe push to my breaking point and bye.
 
iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
115
i really don't know, right now i feel like if the trajectory of my life keeps going this way then i really will end up dead. but as of this present moment, i won't do anything and wait until things play out.
 
mistake22

mistake22

Member
Feb 28, 2023
67
i realized that i only ever think about suicide as a way to cope for difficult situations in my life. i don't think ill ever actually do it. im too much of a coward and a delusional retard. i always subconsciously think my life will somehow get better even though it's only gotten worse. but that delusion keeps me from making any permanent decisions.

wbu? do you feel the same or are you genuinely gonna do it?
Cope.

Maybe one day if im pushed hard enough ill do it
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
347
if we're being honest, i probably won't anytime soon. it's just cope. i used to cope by cutting but i got rid of all my razors
 

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