Are there any methods that take time?

[jubel]

I've always wanted to go while laying in a hospital bed and seeing those around me cry. I can't explain to you why but it's just what I've always wanted. Are there any methods out there that would make it seem like I got something and that I'm going to die from it? I'm thinking that there probably isn't but I'm holding out hope that there is.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum. Good methods don't take a lot of time because if they took a lot of time they'd probably not be very peaceful. I can only think of two methods that could be used here, N or SN. Both would put you to sleep quickly and people could stand around your bed and cry while you're falling asleep to ctb. You can read about different methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation in the sticky threads.

 

[FuneralCry]

Such a thing doesn't really sound realistic unfortunately, I guess with methods all that anyone can do, is do their own research and choose for themselves.

 

[jonward55]

I've always wanted to go while laying in a hospital bed and seeing those around me cry. I can't explain to you why but it's just what I've always wanted. Are there any methods out there that would make it seem like I got something and that I'm going to die from it? I'm thinking that there probably isn't but I'm holding out hope that there is.

That sounds a little bit more of seeking attention rather than CTB. Sorry you feel this way.

 

[jubel]

That sounds a little bit more of seeking attention rather than CTB. Sorry you feel this way.

please dont be so ignorant on the fact that other people have different needs and want from yourself. If I wanted mere attention I'd just slit my wrists and show my scars off? Obviously no one would want to die for attention they won't even realize that they're getting be fr.

Such a thing doesn't really sound realistic unfortunately, I guess with methods all that anyone can do, is do their own research and choose for themselves.

Yeah you're probably right like I said before I already kinda knew there wouldn't be much I could do but I was just holding out hope. Thanks for taking the time to respond tho!

 

[The anhedonic one]

I once had a friend who was anorexic and also had Munchausens syndrome.
Her dream was also to die in hospital being cared for and visited by loved ones.
She eventually wasted away due to anorexia and died in hospital.
She was happy because She eventually got what She wanted.