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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,371
There's a certain nation that I wish all who came from it were dead, brutally so. I won't say which one. It's not one you see in the news often anyway. I carry this hatred within me because two of the girls I've liked have been swept away by men from this country.

Actually maybe the sickest fantasy I could possibly have is that any girl at all would actually genuinely like me after being made aware of this fact about me.
 
mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,368
Most obvious fed?
Eating sushi off Cillian Murphy
There's a certain nation that I wish all who came from it were dead, brutally so. I won't say which one. It's not one you see in the news often anyway. I carry this hatred within me because two of the girls I've liked have been swept away by men from this country.

Actually maybe the sickest fantasy I could possibly have is that any girl at all would actually genuinely like me after being made aware of this fact about me.
I like you.
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Either going back in time, with the knowledge ones have today or, and this one i kinda dont like. But that i in fact sometimes dream about extreme conseqenses for the people in my life that treated me like shit. It literally makes me furious to think that fucktards/abusers like this , that only create missery for others, without realizing it. Can walk away like nothing happend.
 
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d2reason

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Feb 2, 2024
31
There's a certain nation that I wish all who came from it were dead, brutally so. I won't say which one. It's not one you see in the news often anyway. I carry this hatred within me because two of the girls I've liked have been swept away by men from this country.

Actually maybe the sickest fantasy I could possibly have is that any girl at all would actually genuinely like me after being made aware of this fact about me.
Few people know this but this is exactly why the holocaust happened as well.
 
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SoulofSteel

SoulofSteel

Member
Nov 20, 2023
82
No, not at all. I also wouldn't call "wanting to CTB" a sick fantasy. Wanting to CTB is a result of (terrible) life circumstances, not a fantasy.
Yeah, it's not like we want to do it because we got up one day and got turned on by the idea, I see it as more of a last resort to avoid living a life of suffering.
 
SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,491
Sure, like a ton. Your mind's your private universe to explore anything. No matter how transgressive

When solving a problem, helps to run through unfiltered wild possibilities, like simply killing someone inconvenient. Obviously, there's a moral filter afterwards, to avoid doing that over inconveniences

And then there's depraved erotic fantasies to share & simulate
 
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dsk

dsk

Member
Feb 2, 2024
17
It's impossible to exist in modern society and be a good person. I am morally obliged to kill as many people as possible and then myself. Unfortunatly I'm too bitchmade to kill animals, forget other humans. So it remains a fantasy
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Vorarephilia if that counts.
 
g&hexmhn

g&hexmhn

Nick
Aug 24, 2023
36
this is gonna sound weird and feels more like an intrusive thought/a scenario, but CTb at school. Like slitting my wrist and the teachers carry my bleeding self onto an ambulance whilst my classmates whisper and look in shock.
 
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dsk

dsk

Member
Feb 2, 2024
17
Don't agree there's a moral imperative to kill people (much less animals), but you can argue that mass death and suffering comes as a consequence of modern conditions.
I think you would enjoy the unabomber manifesto.
As a queer socialist I think I wouldn't lmao. It's amusing that we reached the same conclusion from opposite sides but otherwise there's not much common ground.
As for killing animals, I'm vegan. Seeing the majority of society contribute to mass suffering and murder because yum, bacon fills me with murderous rage. As does knowing that I was one of them longer than not. I wouldn't argue for exterminating obligate carnivores as they don't have the mental capacity to make ethical descisions and require death to survive.
Modern luxuries might? be possible without exploiting cheap labour and slavery. Preventing climate change isn't possible without at least a temporary decrease in living standards. Hence the need to cull the living.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,753
CTB and sick fantasy should not be used in the same sentence, in whatever context.
 
hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
homicide & a lot of sexual stuff that i never got to try</3 lol.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,753
I explained the use of quotation marks, didn't think too much about it before posting the question
Use of quotation marks doesn't make it any better. It is quite wrong and offensive to be frank.
Question could easily have been do you have any "sick" fantasy?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,660
No, I don't have any sick fantasy. I just wish to be dead and hence be in peace
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,270
I often think about a bunch of people tying me up against a post and stabbing me one by one and leaving me conscious enough so they can burn me alive. Or they all use shotguns and blow me to oblivion. I hate myself.
 

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