anyways I got a puppy

[charlavail]

I've been in my apartment not going for walks or doing anything. I already have a cat but I needed something to get me out of the house because my depression is so bad so I thought a dog would help. She's adorable, today was the first time I went for a walk on my block without having a panic attack because I was focused on the dog.

But all day today I thought "fuck, somehow I'm still not happy. I still want to die."

so we'll see.

 

[CC123]

She's adorable, today was the first time I went for a walk on my block without having a panic attack because I was focused on the dog.

How wonderful. Thanks for sharing.

 

[ForeverUnknown]

This is lowkey such a good idea

 

[LonelyPrince]

That's amazing and pretty smart. Animals are healing to the soul. Take good care of her and give her plenty of pets for me please.

 

[charlavail]

This is lowkey such a good idea

eh idk, i'm hoping it is and it's not too overwhelming or that I still feel suicidal even though I have all this extra stimulation and "happiness"

 

[silent wraith]

Hello ! A puppy is such an amazing little thing to have , it might not help you with how you feel but dogs are our friends and I believe the puppy will love you as long as you give it the care it needs. I hope that having this new little friend will give you at least a small reason to smile \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬
I totally understand the feeling that nothing can make you happy for too long , have a nice day and good luck with the puppy.

 

[deny_conformity]

I've been in my apartment not going for walks or doing anything. I already have a cat but I needed something to get me out of the house because my depression is so bad so I thought a dog would help. She's adorable, today was the first time I went for a walk on my block without having a panic attack because I was focused on the dog.

But all day today I thought "fuck, somehow I'm still not happy. I still want to die."

so we'll see.

I don't think an animal is magically going to fix you but now you need to concerned "the puppy will miss me if I'm no longer around". Cats won't do that, they'll miss the food and probably eat your face.

I say this as someone who loves all animals.

The puppy will be good because walking it twice (or more) a day will work some exercise into your daily routine which can help slightly with depression. I know if I don't go out walking a couple of times a day then my mood goes south very quickly.

 

[charlavail]

I don't think an animal is magically going to fix you but now you need to concerned "the puppy will miss me if I'm no longer around". Cats won't do that, they'll miss the food and probably eat your face.

I say this as someone who loves all animals.

The puppy will be good because walking it twice (or more) a day will work some exercise into your daily routine which can help slightly with depression. I know if I don't go out walking a couple of times a day then my mood goes south very quickly.

yeah i think today is the most i've gone outside for months now so i'm hoping the daily routine and forcing me to leave my house and face anxious memories in the neighborhood (slowly. still kinda wanna die)

 

[deny_conformity]

yeah i think today is the most i've gone outside for months now so i'm hoping the daily routine and forcing me to leave my house and face anxious memories in the neighborhood (slowly. still kinda wanna die)

it gets easier every day, just focus on the doggo and make sure they are having a good walk

 

[princexhhn]

aww did you give her a name yet? I did the same thing few years ago too (get a pup to maybe help with recovery) and I love him so much until now. I hope that having a pup can be helpful to you:)

 

[nitrogenous]

I've been in my apartment not going for walks or doing anything. I already have a cat but I needed something to get me out of the house because my depression is so bad so I thought a dog would help. She's adorable, today was the first time I went for a walk on my block without having a panic attack because I was focused on the dog.

But all day today I thought "fuck, somehow I'm still not happy. I still want to die."

so we'll see.

Awww that's so cute! It's been my dream to have my own puppy; I was meant to have one to be my future assistant dog however the breeder cancelled it last minute, even though I've waited for months for that litter… I have also wanted to get a cat, I think I just really needed companion. If you don't mind me asking, what breeds of cats and dogs are they? I bet they must be really cute and I hope they can have a nice life with you as the main carer. I am sure you will give them lots of love

 

[PrincessSaturn]

The day I decided to stop attempting is the same day I made eye contact with my cat while prepping to hang myself. I still use my cat as motivation every day to keep pushing me to live. I can't leave her behind. I hope that your lovely pet companions bring you some peace and happiness in this life. <3

 

[charlavail]

I've been in my apartment not going for walks or doing anything. I already have a cat but I needed something to get me out of the house because my depression is so bad so I thought a dog would help. She's adorable, today was the first time I went for a walk on my block without having a panic attack because I was focused on the dog.

But all day today I thought "fuck, somehow I'm still not happy. I still want to die."

so we'll see.

I have sad news to report! The lack of sleep (puppies make you stay up all night) was affecting my mentally and emotionally making things worse so while I was leaving the house more during the day I was also about to enter a hypomanic stage so she had to be rehomed. of course my stupid brain can't handle anything.