• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
i want to visit Japan, lose virginity, write a book, record an album. i have a bunch of complete lyrics but i don't know what to do with them
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: _Minsk, sadstuffie, muffin222 and 1 other person
F

fat feet

Throw away.
Sep 1, 2020
189
Wander around New York City.

When I was a child I used to dream one day I would go shopping in NY.
I wanted to be married to a man that I loved, that would protect me and my child no matter what. I got it, until the no matter was no longer.
That is why I am here.
 
Last edited:
ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
What do you want to do before ctb?

Let's talk!!

The one thing I always wanted to do was reach my goal weight and then go to a water park. But I don't have enough time to reach my goal weight before CTB and I would have trouble with the stairs at a water Park due to my MS anyway.

I can't think of anything I really want to do before my CTB date. I have accepted that my life was what it was. It wasn't the life I would have chosen for myself, but it was mine. I had a few nice moments, like flying right through the northern lights on a tiny plane. But I am 100% ready to close the book now, and all I want to do before I CTB is pack all my stuff away and mentally say goodbye to the few people who mean something to me.
 
HowSoonIsNow

HowSoonIsNow

" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
Feb 2, 2020
162
Hug my cat and mom and send randomly " I love you" to my friends during the day
 
  • Love
Reactions: darkghost
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Do weed one more time, take LSD, do molly, do ketamine, go to Japan, eat a huge sushi feast, go to a Disturbed concert etc.
 
darkghost

darkghost

"Mother, i tried, please believe me"
Jan 21, 2019
204
To have a girlfriend
 
  • Like
Reactions: dundyfundy
Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
200
I would like to bungee jumping before I CTB.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I had some ambitions I wanted to achieve in life generally but nothing specifically before I ctb.
 
  • Like
Reactions: darkghost
D

Done at Fifty

Student
Feb 19, 2019
116
Post some really horrible posts online about people who've wronged me. They can't sue for slander if I don't exists!

Other than that - a nice long train ride to anywhere. Maybe I'll ctb on the train. Which ever staff members finds my corpse will qualify for a nice stress leave/holiday.
 
  • Like
Reactions: fat feet
A

adios

Member
May 13, 2020
61
Nothing. As soon as I can find the courage to do it, it's over for me right then and there. I'm not gonna try to get something in first, only to end up chickening out because of it. However, if I can get out to magic mountain and ride x2, it might be nice. It's been a bucket list coaster for me for a year now.
 
  • Like
Reactions: cyberlordsumit

Similar threads

T
Replies
16
Views
449
Suicide Discussion
SUlClDE
S
LastAcrobat
Replies
13
Views
477
Suicide Discussion
LastAcrobat
LastAcrobat
joegoes100
Replies
4
Views
207
Suicide Discussion
joegoes100
joegoes100