toastedbrain
New Member
- Sep 30, 2025
- 4
Ive tied my noose, wrote my note, cleaned my flat, made peace with my choice, im doing this earlier than planned because i just couldnt take it any longer and my social worker is threatening to send me inpatient again
Im worried about my cat, ive cleaned her litter, filled a huge bowl of water and im doing it in a seperate room from her, im gonna feed her extra before i do it
Ill be found by tomorrow morning most likely because my mum will panic when i miss her call and get my neighbour to come check on me with his spare key
I feel bad that he will find me but its whatever
Whats done is done, if i fuck this up and live i dont know what ill do with myself, genuinely so retarded that ive survived so many attempts, whys killing yourself gotta be so hard
Im worried about my cat, ive cleaned her litter, filled a huge bowl of water and im doing it in a seperate room from her, im gonna feed her extra before i do it
Ill be found by tomorrow morning most likely because my mum will panic when i miss her call and get my neighbour to come check on me with his spare key
I feel bad that he will find me but its whatever
Whats done is done, if i fuck this up and live i dont know what ill do with myself, genuinely so retarded that ive survived so many attempts, whys killing yourself gotta be so hard
