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Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
202
I've tried to recover. Failed big time. I am now sure that this is my last year. Is anyone planning on going soon?
 
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Algernon's Grave

Algernon's Grave

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Jan 9, 2025
2
I have mixed feelings about it. I swore to myself that last Christmas would be my last, and I will definitely never see my finals. It all depends on how well my methods work (I'm going to do more practice on partial). I also might try to obtain SN.

May I ask what your preferred method is if there is one?
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
Yep, pretty certain this month.
 
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intheenditdsntmatr

Member
Jan 9, 2025
54
Me. If my Sn would arrive quickly
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,115
I hope so, I don't even enjoy the little things I used to like anymore... since November I don't feel like trying anything anymore. I'm tired, I feel dead inside.

I have already decided the "method" and place, I just have to learn how to tie knots and a strong rope.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Yes, I do. I'm currently in the process of getting it all sorted out. Soon I will find my peace
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
191
Me. I am just not meant for this world. Some people are, but not me
 
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Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
202
I hope so, I don't even enjoy the little things I used to like anymore... since November I don't feel like trying anything anymore. I'm tired, I feel dead inside.

I have already decided the "method" and place, I just have to learn how to tie knots and a strong rope.
I feel the same. I don't enjoy anything at this point. Just doing things to kill the time. That's not a nice way to go at all. Have you considered SN? I'm so sorry that life has been so awful to you :(
Me. I am just not meant for this world. Some people are, but not me
Yes, I agree with this. I'm tired of sitting around and waiting for people to show interest in me. I don't need more reassurance that I'm just an unnecessary addition to people's lives.
 
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themummyreturns

Member
Sep 2, 2024
27
Yes, autumn time for me. Seems a way off, but sure it'll come round quick enough!
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,115
I feel the same. I don't enjoy anything at this point. Just doing things to kill the time. That's not a nice way to go at all. Have you considered SN? I'm so sorry that life has been so awful to you :(

Yes, I agree with this. I'm tired of sitting around and waiting for people to show interest in me. I don't need more reassurance that I'm just an unnecessary addition to people's lives.

I have read some topics about SN. I think that in the end all "methods" require some kind of preparation.

SN or the 'full suspension' they seem the fastest and least violent.

I'm going to choose the 'old way' lol
 
darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
62
me, hopefully in the next week.
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
92
If I do not secure a new job by the end of April 2025, then on May 2nd, I'm outta here. I'm tired of this ride and I kinda just want to leave.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
Most likely, if you see me on this site next year i will most likely not be happy at all because it would mean my attempt had failed again.
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
161
I hope so, I am planning to end it all until July (month of my birthday). Wish me luck!
 
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Manfrotto99

Arcanist
Oct 10, 2023
459
I don't see myself being able to get through the first half of the year. I've lost everything and my narcissistic abusers are very powerful and increasingly pressing my buttons, they want me out and they always win.
 
tiredtired

tiredtired

Member
Feb 1, 2025
52
maybe in a few weeks. need to decide on a method.
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
478
It was meant to be last week. Now delayed to March.
 
billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
i'll ctb on my sasu anniversary
 

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