Anyone I can talk to about being a burden?

[Water-Lily]

We have all hurt people, trust me. It's bound to happen when you interact with other people. That aside, take a breath. Calm your head down and talk to us. If you're collected and calm you can communicate better.

Im scared that I might have to kill myself today
I feel I have to take the train and jump off the bridge into some water and die. im scared. I dont wanna go outside and do it but like I have to

 

[Tackingintothewind]

Are you still with us?

 

[DoodleBug]

I understand how it feels, I've felt like I dragged my family down because of my substance abuse. I was a functioning alcoholic, but it feels like in hitting a brick wall despite my moves. I had a period of nothing but being a NEET, Ive lied to and deceived my close ones with my BS.

So big hugs to you, none of us here are saints and you're not alone. One day at a time, there.might be a chance for smth different, but I wont tell you what to do.

 

[Katiewoo13]

How are you feeling now?