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T22222222

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Life sucks :')
 
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Never ending rat race, it sucks.
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

don’t get any big ideas
May 16, 2026
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Old thread but found this on the search box, I'm from SG too! How're you doing nowadays
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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not from singapore, but im curious what methods are popular there
 
Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

don’t get any big ideas
May 16, 2026
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hey! not great, still hoping to overcome SI and just ctb by September max. what about you, how're you doing?

Yeah SI is a bitch.. I'm looking to ctb soon too. Got discharged from a psych ward a few months back and I'm waiting until I'm not under too much surveillance as before. Wishing you luck!

not from singapore, but im curious what methods are popular there

Quite anecdotal, but I observe many falls from height being reported in the news often, but our media outlets try not to use 'suicide' explicitly. Makes sense due to the abundance of high rise flats here like Hong Kong. Personally I'm going to opt for FSH as I can't leave the house without raising suspicion.
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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Yeah SI is a bitch.. I'm looking to ctb soon too. Got discharged from a psych ward a few months back and I'm waiting until I'm not under too much surveillance as before. Wishing you luck!



Quite anecdotal, but I observe many falls from height being reported in the news often, but our media outlets try not to use 'suicide' explicitly. Makes sense due to the abundance of high rise flats here like Hong Kong. Personally I'm going to opt for FSH as I can't leave the house without raising suspicion.
ok. i'm scared to jump in case of accidentally falling on top of some innocent bystander.
it would need to be a secluded building somewhere.
are you a native singaporian or a foreigner living there, just curious?

and do you have a good anchor point for FSH?
 
Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

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May 16, 2026
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ok. i'm scared to jump in case of accidentally falling on top of some innocent bystander.
it would need to be a secluded building somewhere.
are you a native singaporian or a foreigner living there, just curious?

and do you have a good anchor point for FSH?

Falling on someone has always scared me out of jumping as well.

I'm not a native, my family migrated here but I became a naturalised citizen after serving mandatory military service.

Planning on using my window grille, weight tested it a few times already.
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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Falling on someone has always scared me out of jumping as well.

I'm not a native, my family migrated here but I became a naturalised citizen after serving mandatory military service.

Planning on using my window grille, weight tested it a few times already.
exactly.

oh wow ok.

alright... i hear a lot about ceiling fans in asia also being really strong and sturdy supposedly.
 
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voc_89

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Apr 10, 2023
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I feel for you. I always thought, compared to anywhere else, Singapore was my last bastion. That said, I know the poverty across there was bad. But I love good food and culture. And, from what I saw on Youtube, that resonated with me. Again sorry for u. And once again makes me think about future, and life prospects
 
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T22222222

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Yeah SI is a bitch.. I'm looking to ctb soon too. Got discharged from a psych ward a few months back and I'm waiting until I'm not under too much surveillance as before. Wishing you luck!



Quite anecdotal, but I observe many falls from height being reported in the news often, but our media outlets try not to use 'suicide' explicitly. Makes sense due to the abundance of high rise flats here like Hong Kong. Personally I'm going to opt for FSH as I can't leave the house without raising suspicion.
ah i see. all the best to you too!
i'm personally too scared to consider anything except jumping hahah. but yeah im trying to figure ways to reduce the SI
 
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cookji

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Mar 24, 2026
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ah i see. all the best to you too!
i'm personally too scared to consider anything except jumping hahah. but yeah im trying to figure ways to reduce the SI
Is drowning painful?Would jumping be a better option?
 
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T22222222

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Feb 3, 2026
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Is drowning painful?Would jumping be a better option?
drowning sounds horrendous to me atleast yes
i'm guessing SI is strong with drowning too especially since i know how to swim
 
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cookji

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Mar 24, 2026
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drowning sounds horrendous to me atleast yes
i'm guessing SI is strong with drowning too especially since i know how to swim
I can't swim, and I'm curious about the pain. Would it take longer than jumping from a building?
 
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T22222222

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Feb 3, 2026
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I can't swim, and I'm curious about the pain. Would it take longer than jumping from a building?
umm i have no idea. perhaps you can search it up either on google or on the search bar/ posts about methods on this website?
 
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peace2105

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Dec 4, 2025
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Yeah SI is a bitch.. I'm looking to ctb soon too. Got discharged from a psych ward a few months back and I'm waiting until I'm not under too much surveillance as before. Wishing you luck!



Quite anecdotal, but I observe many falls from height being reported in the news often, but our media outlets try not to use 'suicide' explicitly. Makes sense due to the abundance of high rise flats here like Hong Kong. Personally I'm going to opt for FSH as I can't leave the house without raising suspicion.
I got discharged in Nov 2025 after a failed suicide attempt. The 3 days stay in IMH was kinda peaceful though.
Fellow Singaporeans. I don't know the best way to end my life painlessly. I attempted suicide via exit bag and helium tank. Stupidly, I probably did not do enough research. The SI saved my life, and brought me to IMH for 3 nights stay after paramedics and police came to my house.

Months later now, i still wish to leave this world, but don't know how to leave without pain and in peace.

I am a dog lover. I suddenly think, why not capture and torture animal abusers first before I end my useless life?
There have been cases of animal abuse and "murder" recently. I wish those abusers hell….
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

don’t get any big ideas
May 16, 2026
71
I got discharged in Nov 2025 after a failed suicide attempt. The 3 days stay in IMH was kinda peaceful though.
Fellow Singaporeans. I don't know the best way to end my life painlessly. I attempted suicide via exit bag and helium tank. Stupidly, I probably did not do enough research. The SI saved my life, and brought me to IMH for 3 nights stay after paramedics and police came to my house.

Months later now, i still wish to leave this world, but don't know how to leave without pain and in peace.

I am a dog lover. I suddenly think, why not capture and torture animal abusers first before I end my useless life?
There have been cases of animal abuse and "murder" recently. I wish those abusers hell….

Hey fellow sinkie! I'm sorry things haven't worked out for you… I can relate to how hard it is to ctb due to SI, with many failed attempts myself.

There's a chance we might have met in the psych ward because I was there once around Nov and another time in Jan too hahaha.

Anyways, it's nice knowing there are more of us from SG in this forum. Wishing you peace in whichever path you choose.
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

don’t get any big ideas
May 16, 2026
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Would you like to meet?

Thanks for the offer but I've been a shut-in and I only go out for appointments nowadays. I honestly feel worse when going outside, seeing people functioning normally (on the surface at least). Always open to chat though.

Just curious, what's your age group?
 
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peace2105

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Dec 4, 2025
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Thanks for the offer but I've been a shut-in and I only go out for appointments nowadays. I honestly feel worse when going outside, seeing people functioning normally (on the surface at least). Always open to chat though.

Just curious, what's your age group?
Im 44yrs old. You? I was in IMH (forgot the name of the ward but it was for suicidal patients mostly) around 23-25 Nov 2025.
 

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