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  • Yes, it can make it harder to CTB

    Votes: 20 18.7%
  • No, it makes it easier to CTB

    Votes: 40 37.4%
  • Mixed

    Votes: 47 43.9%

  • Total voters
    107
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
312
I reckon before I found this forum I might have had a good chance of stabbing myself in the neck and elsewhere to death, for example... Now I wonder if I'd pass out before severing the arteries, and also it isn't a method that could easily be announced here, like "Good bye guys, was nice to be here, gonna go and fucking stab myself all over now". But I've had a physically intense life and have a fairly high pain tolerance, and a lot of determination, so maybe I'd make it in that 1-3% or whatever.

Even now I feel it's actually a struggle to hold myself back from doing this.
 
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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
186
No. Its my cowardice and inaction that's holding me back and not my presence on this forum.
 

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