Anyone else thinking about not leaving a note?

[bluesky1972-2019]

No definitely not leaving a note. I think it's best not to really. But that's just me.

 

[Tabbyql]

I have left notes in the past, well more like essays. This time round I just don't have the energy, but I guess I need to so they can know to go find my body. I'm doing it out in the countryside. So maybe a tiny, short and abrupt note. I'm not sure.

 

[Intelligent_Lobster]

Might be one more sign of how useless I am but cannot imagine leaving a note, cannot conceive explaining and my mind is blank - is this common? Also, although unlikely, it might be trickier to certainly pin down death as deliberate without one and I would like to spare the few people I have that pain...

I'm not going to leave a note, I have nothing to say. I don't feel like I owe anyone an explanation. Besides, if they don't understand, they didn't really know me anyway.

 

[dramaqueen]

I am leaving two notebooks of my thoughts. it is been a while since I started.. So basically it is the evolution of my thoughts and attempts.. A lot of instructions in case of failure ( if Im in coma or a vegetable) and in case of success the whole process of saying goodbye to me. All my thoughts and notes to different people. I cannot imagine not leaving a note, actually. Cause I got misunderstood too much whole my life so I cannot bear a thought of being misunderstood even after my death. I know it wouldnt matter for me, but for my family and friends it can.

 

[ExitPlan]

I must be an evil bastard. Primarily, my note will be used to seek revenge against family members that rejected me because I was diagnosed as bipolar

 

[AtomicNewt]

I must be an evil bastard. Primarily, my note will be used to seek revenge against family members that rejected me because I was diagnosed as bipolar

Please don't ctb because of other people, they're just not worth it. But if people have rejected and belittled you it's fair to explain how that impacted on you. Doesn't allow for hand wringing and "if only we'd known" type shit then either x

 

[Rn110bg101]

i intend on leaving a short message to my friend, and some other internet acquaintances. something like "i love you, thanks for having tolerated me", probably.

as for the rest, family, irl people, etc, i won't because they already know everything. (maybe i'll leave a paper like "don't go [wherever i ctb-ed], call the police" to whoever gets too close to finding me though.)

 

[Painted Bird]

I wouldn't leave a note, I don't need to explain or excuse myself, I'm not going to neither apologize or blame anyone. Besides, very few people would actually care about me ctb. Someone who really knew me would know my reasons, the ones who don't know me wouldn't care anyway. Similar to what @Intelligent_Lobster said.

 

[Let'sgetoutofHERE]

I'll write an email to two friends and have it sent to them with scheduled sending. I don't know yet what I'll be writing to my parents, especially my mother, who will be the person most affected by my suicide. Even just thinking about it makes me feel so sorry for her :(