Anyone else spend hours every day browsing this forum because they have nothing else to do?

[iloverachel]

I'm an outcast loser, so there's no point of leaving the house since I am not welcome anywhere. No hobbies i enjoy at all.

I just lay down in my bed and rot, while scrolling this forum for hours, wasting my entire worthless life

 

[Zvetok26]

Relating so hard. Either it's this forum, reddit or Youtube. Though I'm feeling a little bit better knowing these will be my last days. So in the grand scheme of things it nothing matters.

 

[tbroken]

I'm an outcast loser, so there's no point of leaving the house since I am not welcome anywhere. No hobbies i enjoy at all.

I just lay down in my bed and rot, while scrolling this forum for hours, wasting my entire worthless life

Here i am, i could have something to do, but I don't want to anymore...

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yeah, I guess. I'm just wasting time. I wish I could be dead but I'm still alive as I can't die easily

 

[littlebean]

Yeah that's me, I don't do much of anything anymore and this helps to pass the time

 

[Pluto]

 

[Praestat_Mori]

That's pretty much me. I have nothing else to do. I spend a lot of time here on the forum every day.

I would like to travel, do activities and such things but I'm broke and can't do the things I'd like to do anymore.

 

[Fr33fallin24]

I could do stuff but what's the point. No happiness in anything at least here I'm with people I can relate to and not feel totally alone.

 

[lostmind38]

Yep, that's totally me. I struggle to find the strength, the motivation to do anything anymore.

 

[Relic]

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[Dliena]

2001% literally!

 

[sserafim]

Yeah lol

 

[F@#$]

Kinda,there's plenty of shit I should be doing. Instead I fuck off here alot.

 

[bipbapbop]

Yup, my eyesight has even gotten noticeably worse because of so much time on my phone.

 

[SillyGirl>_<]

I usually just browse but yeah I do the same.

 

[Umacon]

Same here, sleeping eating and scrolling between SS and tik-tok.

 

[mtoro998]

Yep, that's totally me. I struggle to find the strength, the motivation to do anything anymore.

I feel exactly like this and this is the only place were I can talk about my problems without annoying people.

 

[broth0100]

Yea i have a ton of stuff im suppose to b doing but i wanna die instead so here i am lol

 

[Homo erectus]

I think in many other forums and social media, people have to show their best side, or pretend to be positive. This place is more forgiving.

 

[Valso]

Oh, I do have better things to do, just nothing involving other people bc my best friend is busy at work and women... well... I don't have a $10,000 montly salary, so they don't think I'm a human worthy of their attention and so I spend my time either here, or downloading FullHD porn from video sites, or playing either ETS2 or NFS MW with my mod "Street King v4" where the cops are just mor(m)ons for my entertainment. Basically I do anything not to think about the hopelessness and worthlessness of my life, especially when it comes to the hopelessness of killing myself cuz it seems the government have done everything in their power to make suicide virtually impossible. Other than catching the bus on the undercarriage side or turning myself into a minced meat after wrestling with a train, there aren't any clean and peaceful ways to kill myself in this miserable country.

 

[Meteora]

Me!

 

[dragonofenvy]

Yep, I have nothing better to do. I have no friends, not much of a family, no hobbies. It's this and stare at my desktop wallpaper or pace around my apartment for hours.

 

[EmptyHeaded]

Same. I just scroll and occasionally annoy people with my replies

 

[theboy]

yes

 

[BlendedHeart]

Since I discovered this site, that's mostly what I do until it's time to sleep.

Hoping something here will give me the courage I need to finally end.

 

[notherenotnow]

Yeah, I just spent most of my time here nowadays. And the funniest thing is that I cant even bring myself to write anything on here most of the time.

 

[psp3000]

I finally got a sign (I think/believe) that it's time to go soon
and I have no in real life friends
so I spend most of my time here for small talk or any kind of socialization or just to have others to relate to

when not here I usually just play games and try to distract myself from my own thoughts, watch the same things over and over/binge watch stuff, force myself to sleep to fast forward through the day, clean my room or let it get terrible depending on how bad things are, and hope for a freak accident or taken away by some god-like entity that I do not know exists or not nor do I understand it if it does and repeat

the only time things are different are when I have to go out to get groceries and then I return back home to repeat the same cycle or day over again except with my bare necessities replaced so I can find temporary joy in the mundane like having a cup of tea or watching the same cancelled show over and over again

also because like others have mentioned I have nothing else better to do although I have made efforts to change that but so far nothing has worked or changed

I wouldn't wish the circumstances which led me to this point or being so active here on anyone else

 

[etherealspring]

ive been doing the exact same thing (though i haven't had the courage to leave any comments until today)

 

[soulkitty]

I have other stuff I could and want to do but I really need something to numb the pain and SS is doing that for me

 

[Softwind]

I've been spending quite a lot of time here because it feels comforting. Knowing that I can die soon makes me feel relieved.