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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

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May 21, 2019
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I've set a date to ctb. I guess it gives me time to see if I can change things in the meantime. The date also gives me 3 days where I won't be missed. Enough time to either travel to my jumping spot or take SN.

Has anyone else planned like this?
 
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bugfriendly

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Apr 14, 2019
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but what if u set that date just one month into the future, you would have changed yr mind?
my date is in about 4 years. I decided on it years ago.
 
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

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May 21, 2019
377
but what if u set that date just one month into the future, you would have changed yr mind?
my date is in about 4 years. I decided on it years ago.
I've been trying for years, most of my life to feel better about things. So it's about time to focus and set a date.
 
binturong

binturong

shining of stars calls me home
Jul 4, 2019
104
9 years minimum, 17 maximum (when I'm down, it feels unreal, but I'm trying to stay strong for family and friend).
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Sorry for my English,I'm unable to learn not the native language, That's why use the translator program.
 
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Meg

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Jun 24, 2019
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I've set a date to ctb. I guess it gives me time to see if I can change things in the meantime. The date also gives me 3 days where I won't be missed. Enough time to either travel to my jumping spot or take SN.

Has anyone else planned like this?
What's your date? I set a deadline and things are in motion along the timeline. Imo, setting a date in the future means it's not a spur of the moment, impulsive decision. It gives you time to make this decision with your brain too and not just with hot feelings.
 
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Deleted member 4288

Deleted member 4288

So much pain...
Dec 3, 2018
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This winter. Maybe in the first two months of 2020, but this winter definitely.

I can't handle another year of never-ending pain.

I have enough time to sort everything out, but not too long.
 
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TimeToDie

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Jun 13, 2019
521
I'm just lingering because I'm too afraid to die. As each expiration date passes I set a new date for tomorrow.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

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May 21, 2019
377
What's your date? I set a deadline and things are in motion along the timeline. Imo, setting a date in the future means it's not a spur of the moment, impulsive decision. It gives you time to make this decision with your brain too and not just with hot feelings.
Beginning of October. I think it's time to make the decision.
 
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Meg

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Jun 24, 2019
46
I'm not sure of the appropriate lingo, but if I say goodluck I hope you know what I mean.
 
inconsequential

inconsequential

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Jun 1, 2019
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I only have a tentative period of time in mind.
 
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Garyjd

If there is a hell, its man made and we all live i
May 2, 2019
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I haven't set a date, I just feel spontaneous would be better
 
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Purple777

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Jun 10, 2019
34
The second week of August. I already booked a place too. Just need to make sure I set everything up for my family first
 

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