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DanLip22

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Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
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Never been officially diagnosed with it, but I am almost certain I have some form of CPTSD from bullying and other traumatic events I went through in childhood.
 
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charlavail

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Mar 19, 2026
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I do! And it's been triggered a lot recently. combo that with being bipolar and maybe haaving bpd (my psych and i are still figuring this out) i hate being alive most days
 
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thelostautistic

Specialist
Jul 31, 2025
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Not officially diagnosed but I do suspect I may have it instead of BPD
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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God, I remember speaking to you on here years ago. I hope you're doing well

Stll circlng purgtry am afrd

SI 2 strng t/ ctb bt 0 wy t/ gt bettr

Ur usrnme = nw s/ nt sre whch usr u wld hve bn whn speakng wth u b4
 
fadedghost

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Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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I'm not sure what it is, but I was emotionally abused by mental health workers and so I would never be able to get it checked without a lot of fear.

I also thought I would die in the facility I was kept in and so I lied to them about everything if I thought it would get me out sooner, so they probably ruled out complex ptsd and ptsd based on the lies.
 
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
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yup. The diagnosis doesn't exist where I live, but my psychiatrist has added it as a comment to my PTSD diagnosis.
 
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DanLip22

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yup. The diagnosis doesn't exist where I live, but my psychiatrist has added it as a comment to my PTSD diagnosis.
I wasn't formally diagnosed with it either because it doesn't exist in my country, but my therapist informally "diagnosed" me with it. I definitely have some form of developmental trauma
 

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