I wouldn't say that I'm unwelcome per se but, at the same time, I can definitely see the fundamental disconnect between me and most SaSu members. I'm not similar to most members here.. though, actually, most members here aren't similar to each other as well as, in the end, we're all on this site for different reasons. The only common denominator here is that we're all suicidal; aside from that, we're all completely different. Nonetheless, even on here, there are trends which applies to the majority of people yet does not apply to me.
For example, most users here engage in self loathing and self deprecating behaviour which is something that I can't relate to at all. Most users here would also want to live a life of suffering if their issues were resolved enough to where the remaining amount of suffering that they have to endure is bearable enough (i.e. just the normal ups and downs of life) which, once again, isn't something that applies to me as I don't want to suffer at all in any capacity. Most users here also justify life itself saying that it's life that's beautiful and that their own circumstances which isn't beautiful which, once again, I can't agree with as, to me, life itself is the problem. I see wage slavery as a problem. I see work as a problem... I see having to maintain myself as a problem and so on.
In the end, I do appreciate that I'm allowed here and that I can vent about my views about society and life. However, to say that there isn't a fundamental disconnect between me and other members here would be incorrect. My neurotype is just built different to where I don't want life itself