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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Cant get the days right
 
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tary

tary

Experienced
Jul 3, 2022
246
I'm currently quitting olanzapine. I have slept 4 hours a night for a week now. I fall asleep around 6 am and wake up at 10-11 am with a headache. I feel strangely hyperactive though.
 
blackhawk2000

blackhawk2000

Member
Jan 10, 2023
20
Cant get the days right
Me neither. Using alprazolam 0.25 mg for some comfort. And Atenolol (very mild minimum dose) . Helps a bit to organise thoughts & induces relaxation, reduces racy thoughts & panic, at least is working on me.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,553
To me, sleep is the only time when I feel peace. Living is the real hell. It must be horrible for you to be unable to sleep.
 
poa.alpina

poa.alpina

i'm a grass!
Mar 11, 2023
41
Can't sleep either. Each day when i get up to work i want to go back already, but when i get back... i can't sleep :<
 
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cutejellybean

cutejellybean

My CTB date is June 20, 2023
Apr 13, 2023
22
Yes, I feel confused and like time isn't moving correctly.
 
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expiredfckmeat

Member
Apr 11, 2023
33
I am, but I've felt like that so long it's normal to me so I don't know...
 
JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
131
Yep, I don't what I want in life now, don't know f I wanna liv or die 😞
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
453
Yes my brain is scrambled and I have no appetite anymore, life is over, but not easy to end it, been trying last few days, kicked out chair and didn't hang, have SN but limited meds.
 
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bladerunner6

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Apr 28, 2023
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Sleeping issues are terrible, feel you.
 

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