Extremely relatable, especially in the last few months, knowing that I was going to kill my self, I went out of my way to avoid relationships because I didn't want to hurt anyone.
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FadedMemory
Student
- Aug 5, 2018
- 132
I've never even had a crush on anyone nor was it the other way around. That being said, I barely have the energy to get up and act normal every day, let alone for a serious relationship. Maybe if I weren't ugly, depressed, or if I didn't have social anxiety that made my life boredom. It's just that I don't have anything to offer.
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,452
Same here :(
Tomasnil
Mage
- Apr 24, 2018
- 517
Yes i avoid relation...I didn't avoid such things, so much as never engaged in them while sober.
When I think of all the shit I got into when drunk its actually a miracle I got this far.
You seem like an interesting, funny guy. I bet you just don't have an accurate perception of yourself. I get it though. I started to feel undateable even while I was still pretty attractive. I believe I just started to lose confidence and didn't like myself because of the way I was living and feeling like I didn't deserve to have someone.
_deadinside
New Member
- Jun 6, 2018
- 2
Physical illness: short and uglyLuckily I don't have to avoid relationships ,they avoid me but even if they didn't I wouldn't want one because the way I am (mentally ) .
I'm at peace with the fact I'll die alone
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,285
Miranda cosgrove is suicidal?
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,285
How does one get an accurate perception of oneself?
I suppose you would have to put yourself in situations where you have more interactions with people. That way you will get an idea of how you are perceived and if u need to adjust something to get them to want u around. I don't know lol! But it does take feedback and pushing yourself into social situations.
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,285
I've done that and get mixed reactions
Weeping Garbage Can
ਕਿਰਪਾ ਕਰਕੇ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਓ ❤️
- Oct 31, 2018
- 320
Same here. I also don't want to cause even more pain to others if/when I do decide to ctb.
AveryConure
Some idiot
- May 11, 2018
- 437
Relationships are a two way street. If I can't even put in the work to love myself I don't see how I could put in the work to love someone else who's trying to put up with my bullshit.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 7,358
Partially, yes I avoid relationships and dating because of my psychological issues. Also, the main reason is that I don't want to invest time and energy into relationships and I value my freedom and independence, solitary lifestyle more than being tied down in a relationship. Being in a relationship has more drawbacks for me than benefits, I mean sure I'd not feel lonely in a good relationship, but I'd have to compromise on a lot of things and I just don't see myself doing so for the sake of the other person or vice versa, therefore, being single is better even if I have to put up with lonely times.
marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
yes , i have been single for about 10 years and lived alone for about 17 years
Xaphous
hikikomori
- Nov 11, 2018
- 550
Had chances to meet hot girls through apps, never met any of them. Virgin never dated never kissed etc.
I don't have a social life or car so I don't stand a chance anyway. So I die loner dateless virginI don't avoid them, in fact, I NEED them. Hence I end up staying with the wrong guy, and all that.
But I avoid serious relationships, because I actually care about the guy ( my current one is serious)..and all hell breaks loose. Thats when everything falls apart.
Hm, idek if that makes any sense lol
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
i hate the word love ... it feels fake so i really cant think anything romantically but my suffering and need to be understood made me connect with some people and i value that more than anything even tho i was conscious that creating bonds would have ended up in suffering for me and the other person and for that i will be always sorry and never forgive myself
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
I'm not exactly sure what you mean if you can explain...but you can PM if u wanna later sometime. ( why not forgive yourself?)
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