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TooConscious
Enlightened
- Sep 16, 2020
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(NOTE Apologies please move thread to off-topic.)
In recent years the absurdity of much I've witnessed I've turned from someone who just thought 'you can't prove anything' to very much believing the possibility all this stuff does well and truly exist. I think the likelihood of energy fields surrounding everything, health, determination, success(how you interpret it, luck could well be very much as real as me typing this. And I don't know if I realised too late, or hate the idea through not understanding it possible of how un just it could be but then again so is a 3 dimensional life if that's all there is.
Or maybe it's the damn spying and algorithm messing with us for example it's obviously reading as I type, in my thought process seeing what I'm thinking and I get a video pop up "clean your act up".
To be truthful I hate existence and it scares me saying that because the life forces that are on my side (which there must be a couple since I have a couple of good things, mostly negative) might now turn on me and make ctb extremely hard or impossible and I end up a homeless addict again.
I just want to close my eyes and be gone, no soul, spirit, nothing.
Anyway anybody believe in these realms spectrums of existence but want no part in it either?
In recent years the absurdity of much I've witnessed I've turned from someone who just thought 'you can't prove anything' to very much believing the possibility all this stuff does well and truly exist. I think the likelihood of energy fields surrounding everything, health, determination, success(how you interpret it, luck could well be very much as real as me typing this. And I don't know if I realised too late, or hate the idea through not understanding it possible of how un just it could be but then again so is a 3 dimensional life if that's all there is.
Or maybe it's the damn spying and algorithm messing with us for example it's obviously reading as I type, in my thought process seeing what I'm thinking and I get a video pop up "clean your act up".
To be truthful I hate existence and it scares me saying that because the life forces that are on my side (which there must be a couple since I have a couple of good things, mostly negative) might now turn on me and make ctb extremely hard or impossible and I end up a homeless addict again.
I just want to close my eyes and be gone, no soul, spirit, nothing.
Anyway anybody believe in these realms spectrums of existence but want no part in it either?
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