I go through phases like this, at the moment there are SOME things I'm not enjoying exactly, but finding a passable way to pass the time. One thing I don't know if anyone else can relate to is how the IDEA of things is often much more enjoyable to me than the reality. Examples for me are books and video games. I have bought so many recently, but rarely actually play or read them. Sometimes I make an effort to do so, and usually just end up disappointed. The book that sounded so great on the back cover was actually terribly written or about something completely different to what I thought it would be. The game was just not very good as a game and the control system sucked and couldn't be re-mapped, or it was just exactly like another game or whatever. Suddenly looking at things too closely makes the 'magic' leave them and they just become boring and ordinary. I think that's probably the same for people too, sometimes I 'fall in love' with someone because I think they're something they're not, once I've spent more time with them I realise they're just like everyone else, nothing special. It's not great - makes me not want to bother reading or playing games or getting to know people better... or doing ANYTHING really :(