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WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
Like life just goes wrong or never feels like enough ? No matter what you do, it never feels like you changed anything ? Just unlucky in general.

It is what my life has felt like for the last 4-5 years, even though I'm only like 20.
 
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f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
66
i feel like this a lot too, its awful
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,348
In my case I certainly know that I'm not meant for existing in every single way, I just see having the ability to exist as being a curse in general, such a terrible, undesirable curse.
 
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Starry✧・゚Daze

Starry✧・゚Daze

angel numbers
Aug 3, 2023
78
Yes, totally feel like this.
So many weird and bad things have happened to me in my short life, I still remember my therapist shaking her head in disbelief after a few sessions.
Everyone who knows me always says that I'm the unluckiest person they know. Idk if I should actually laugh about this.

It does 100% feel like a curse or like natural selection tried to cast it's magic on me, but failed everytime and always comes up with new and worse things to finally bring me down.

It feels like life wants me dead.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,794
I'm sometimes amazes me that if I have a 50/50 chance of getting something right, I'll invariably get it wrong. I think I do complain about having bad luck. Still- honestly, I don't think I'm important enough for the universe to conspire against. I guess I think we're quite funny as a species. Like- my friend will complain about the weather- it's just their luck they get caught in the rain without an umbrella. But- it's kind of absurd when you think about it. Like a rain cloud has been deliberately stalking them and waiting for the day they left their umbrella at home.
 
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ShotgunShell

ShotgunShell

go kitty go kitty
Mar 20, 2023
45
Yes. I feel like I was put on the earth just to dance and suffer for the amusement of whatever may be controlling us. I hope they're entertained.
 
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Dbd8djddi

Member
Jul 29, 2022
75
Cursed by bad genetics, most definitely.
 
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Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
Yes in a way. I fail at pretty much everything.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,252
I felt being cursed so many times in the past years when everything goes wrong what can go wrong.
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
245
Yes. I feel like I was put on the earth just to dance and suffer for the amusement of whatever may be controlling us. I hope they're entertained.
This is how I feel. I couldn't have said it better.
 
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katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
641
Ya and then I'm wondering what do i do to change it? I feel so fatigue as it is. Sometimes its both physical and mental and its too much. then i feel bad for not doing anything
 
haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
I definitely feel that way, since im born nothing good never happened to me. I definitely feel like im living in a purgatory.
I must be such an horrible person in a previous life lmao
 

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