anorang
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- Aug 17, 2024
- 8
For the last 5 years, I've been having this chest pain that I'm sure isn't caused by some physical illness. I didn't do anything about it, and I haven't told anyone about it. I didn't realize how much it had negatively affected my life, so much to the point that I had to drop out of college. I never told anyone the real reason but I always think that I'm not suitable for college because I'm just lazy and don't really like socializing. Still, I don't want to disappoint my parents, so in the end, I give it another shot, and I apply to another college this year. Just to make them happy...and I honestly hate it. And I hate myself, because I know that deep inside they're disappointed in me. I'm a failure, a burden, and I want to die.
But,hey! Let's get back on track. I vent a little bit up there. I didn't mean this to be a vent post. So yeah, I have this chest pain, and when it's really bad, it makes it hard to breathe. It's like a panic attack, I guess? This used to happen when I'm alone, but lately it's also happened when I was hanging out with my friends and I had to excuse myself. and now it's got really bad and has become a daily occurance. I've looked up the symptoms online, and the answer I got is that I have anxiety. I've never gone to a psychiatrist or a psychologist, so I can only assume. What do you guys think?
But,hey! Let's get back on track. I vent a little bit up there. I didn't mean this to be a vent post. So yeah, I have this chest pain, and when it's really bad, it makes it hard to breathe. It's like a panic attack, I guess? This used to happen when I'm alone, but lately it's also happened when I was hanging out with my friends and I had to excuse myself. and now it's got really bad and has become a daily occurance. I've looked up the symptoms online, and the answer I got is that I have anxiety. I've never gone to a psychiatrist or a psychologist, so I can only assume. What do you guys think?