Another sad Saturday

[happynot]

And what is left to do now? I am really sad and depressed I want to CBT because I cannot change things that happened...I bought SN but still I don't want to hurt other people...

 

[Wolf Girl]

Do you still want to try living? The choice is yours. It's possible to survive anything if that's what you want. You need to be 100% clear about this decision and that does include accepting that others will be hurt no matter how you go about ctb.

 

[KillingPain267]

Yeah, I am "celebrating" my belated birthday with my parents and brother and they will give me gifts and sushi. But it doesn't make me happy, I am just pretending. The only thing I look forward to is taking a sleeping pill tonight and be out for some hours.

 

[happynot]

Do you still want to try living? The choice is yours. It's possible to survive anything if that's what you want. You need to be 100% clear about this decision and that does include accepting that others will be hurt no matter how you go about ctb.

Υes as I have said in other posts my concern is that it might not be success with SN but no luck for a gun

 

[Roadrunner]

Yep, another sad Saturday. Pretty much the norm for me. The occasional one is ok

 

[Not a Cylon]

What's plaguing you? I'm not feeling great this Saturday morning either, have a sip of coffee and vent a little?

 

[BackToLobby]

Yeah I hate Saturdays, that's why I don't have any social network anymore because I used to see everyone partying, celebrating how they archive their dreams, falling in love... I can't. I just can't.

 

[Not a Cylon]

All my close friends have families of their own now. I'm happy for them, they're all beautiful and they're fulfilled. We use to gather on every weekend for games, cookouts and fires before they had children but now, obviously, they have to focus on their lil ones. I'm not angry, but I am sad. I think back to all the time I spent with them when I should've been dating. I haven't found my person and ruined the chances I have had.

I now have a medical condition that basically broke my dick and the last time it worked was last summer. I'm adapting to the new reality that as guy who just turned middle age I'm likely not going to experience sex again. Which means I'm not going to find a partner.

Lonely Saturdays for dayz.

 

[feelinggloomy]

Yeah, I am "celebrating" my belated birthday with my parents and brother and they will give me gifts and sushi. But it doesn't make me happy, I am just pretending. The only thing I look forward to is taking a sleeping pill tonight and be out for some hours.

Saturday night and Sunday are so hard. Seems like the "living" are out and about enjoying life and it's hard to hear and watch. I'm so under water that I spend a lot of the weekend sitting and staring. I'm sorry you struggle on Saturday as well. It's a crappy feeling

 

[KillingPain267]

Saturday night and Sunday are so hard. Seems like the "living" are out and about enjoying life and it's hard to hear and watch. I'm so under water that I spend a lot of the weekend sitting and staring. I'm sorry you struggle on Saturday as well. It's a crappy feeling

I don't mind other people, as long as they leave me alone. But I can't tell them to just leave me alone.

 

[Dark Moon]

It's the same boring Saturday for me also.

 

[feelinggloomy]

I don't mind other people, as long as they leave me alone. But I can't tell them to just leave me alone.

Yeah me too. Even my spouse … I would like to tell them to leave me alone. But that seems rude but I would prefer to be alone.

 

[KillingPain267]

Yeah me too. Even my spouse … I would like to tell them to leave me alone. But that seems rude but I would prefer to be alone.

My spouse was the only one welcome to disturb me. I'd do anything to have my spouse back

 

[feelinggloomy]

My spouse was the only one welcome to disturb me. I'd do anything to have my spouse back

Apologies that was to be a sad face
Lately while I appreciate my spouse I feel pressure engage and be "happy" and I'm not. So it easier to be alone in my misery

 

[KillingPain267]

Apologies that was to be a sad face
Lately while I appreciate my spouse I feel pressure engage and be "happy" and I'm not. So it easier to be alone in my misery

Yeah, a mismatch between moods is one of the worst things. When my brother is in a good mood I get irritated