Another peaceful suicide video. We all deserve the possibility to ctb the same way.

[Terrible_Life_99]

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/232093/assisted-suicide-on-german-television

 

[rozeske]

The relief and smile on her face says it all. Rip.

 

[dead dav]

That should be legal everywere what a peaceful way to die the smile says it all RIP

 

[nyotei_]

I'll just imagine that it was very peaceful, I don't think I could go to that website without spiralling into a breakdown

 

[vig919]

I'll just imagine that it was very peaceful, I don't think I could go to that website without spiralling into a breakdown

Yeah...I already have stress about messing up.. And get a bit jealous when I hear about successes and go on a research binge. I really just need access to reliable help ctb.

 

[nyotei_]

Yeah...I already have stress about messing up.. And get a bit jealous when I hear about successes and go on a research binge. I really just need access to reliable help ctb.

I meant the gore videos that'll be recommended, and the disgusting porn ads, but yeah that too.

for a couple years now I have had some measure of peace by "practicing" my ctb in a ritualistic way. I'd take a large amount of a prescription sleep meds (not DPH), setting up my bed and my glass of water, and then fighting the urge to fall asleep for as long as possible. once I literally can't stand anymore, I get into position in bed and take my "last" sip, and pretend that I am being faded from existence. it works for me since consciousness is actively being taken away from me, so I don't have to try anymore.

I started doing it because I saw videos, like I am assuming this one is, where someone peacefully passes in their bed, smiling. that's sort of my strategy for coping with how I can't die just yet.