sevennn
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- Sep 11, 2024
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I tried to mix it with 50mL first but i still saw some crystals at the bottom of the cup so i added more to make sure every crystal dissolved. maybe if I had warmer water it might've dissolved in less.Thank you for coming back to tell us your experience. I hope you are ok and wish you a full recovery. 100 ml of water was maybe too much? I think the protocol is generally 50 ml.
Did you go to hospital to get antidote?
Can you tell us about how much you drank and what your symptoms were? Your experience? Did you test your SN beforehand?
I was able to actually get up and function as a human being 6-7 hours after taking the SN, cyanosis lasted a bit longer than that, I looked pretty terrible. I was feeling very heavy and tired while recovering but you return to normal after 24 hours I suppose. I'm good now, thanks.how are you feeling now?
So glad to hear you seem to be ok. Hopefully, you are happy to be alive. My SN dissolved pretty easily....I wonder if you had more nitrates in yours.I tried to mix it with 50mL first but i still saw some crystals at the bottom of the cup so i added more to make sure every crystal dissolved. maybe if I had warmer water it might've dissolved in less.
I didn't go to the hospital or call emergency services.
I drank about half the first cup, realized how terrible it tasted, added some water to maybe soften it up and took another sip, didn't help at all. I'd say I drank about 13-14g of SN (my body weight is around 60kg so my lethal dosage according to the guide is 19g, maybe if I'd taken just one more sip I wouldn't be here). I don't remember a lot, I sort of walked to the bathroom in a panic after I realized I still drank enough SN to give me a bad day. I remember finding myself lying helplessly on the carpet and vomiting on it and sort of just laying there, unable to get up. My best advice would be to just lay back and stay still honestly. When I walked up to the mirror after a few hours to check up I found some bruises on my face and busted my lip. Pretty sure I hit my head somewhere when I fainted.
I didn't test my SN, I ordered an entire kilogram straight from an online chemical store and judging by the effects I guess it was pure.
That really should be your right here. Document anything you are willing or able to share or just have the community send you lovely goodbyes as you drift off to sleep. (And help you stop or reverse your actions, IF THAT IS YOUR CHOICE). Anyone can change their mind & stop & ask for help & there's no shame in that & the community will support that.When my time to CTB comes, I doubt I'll post a goodbye thread. However, if I do, please do NOT try to talk me out of it. Reaching that decision is my business, and when I decide it's time, wish me a peaceful journey, or say nothing.
A mod zapped them. Good.This reads like something out of r/suicidewatch...
Where did you buy your SN?I tried to mix it with 50mL first but i still saw some crystals at the bottom of the cup so i added more to make sure every crystal dissolved. maybe if I had warmer water it might've dissolved in less.
I didn't go to the hospital or call emergency services.
I drank about half the first cup, realized how terrible it tasted, added some water to maybe soften it up and took another sip, didn't help at all. I'd say I drank about 13-14g of SN (my body weight is around 60kg so my lethal dosage according to the guide is 19g, maybe if I'd taken just one more sip I wouldn't be here). I don't remember a lot, I sort of walked to the bathroom in a panic after I realized I still drank enough SN to give me a bad day. I remember finding myself lying helplessly on the carpet and vomiting on it and sort of just laying there, unable to get up. My best advice would be to just lay back and stay still honestly. When I walked up to the mirror after a few hours to check up I found some bruises on my face and busted my lip. Pretty sure I hit my head somewhere when I fainted.
I didn't test my SN, I ordered an entire kilogram straight from an online chemical store and judging by the effects I guess it was pure.
I was able to actually get up and function as a human being 6-7 hours after taking the SN, cyanosis lasted a bit longer than that, I looked pretty terrible. I was feeling very heavy and tired while recovering but you return to normal after 24 hours I suppose. I'm good now, thanks.