TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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So because I'm feeling very much anger inside me I just want to dearly fuck everything, society expect us to smile and live against our will while we're being tortured and r*ped by this ox piss existence because ''did you know? you're special and you are here for a higher meaning. suffering is beautiful so find meaning in it. life is what u make out of it and everything is your own fault. if you don't smile non stop and be fake in a place where you have to work your ass off for barely enough to pay the millions of bills and where all that youy do is mostly escapism then there's something wrong with you''. fuck your smile, i'll punch your goddamn ugly fake ass smiling face if you keep telling me to just smile. fuck your sadistic view of suffering and life, it's no one's fault that they were born here without consent and they're dealing with life however they can. It's not as if they willingly inserted themselves into this shit so shut the fuck up, go shove a stick into your ass and just shut up. Fuck what u make out of it, im making nothing out of it because i had nothing in the first place. What's wrong with us? that we can't adapt to an overly mad society that has judgement, suffering, sadism and masochism as its core values? hell nah. if u normies lived 1 second of what we live daily u would have changed your views INSTANTLY and be like that pigeon who jumped off a building.
and with me? no one cares cause if ppl cared I wouldnt have been at the place I am now, gone far away taken by the shitwave of tsunami feeling as isolated as ever. so fuck fuck fuck fakk. i dont have much left and all this shit will be lost to me, fortunately. and it may seem i seek attention and i dont fucking care cause i dont think seeking attention is a bad thing. when your whole life youve been ignored especially at school and never given that much attention in the first place, you'll definitely want to crave some. it's natural. so fuck the whoile ''attention seeking bad'' . i still fucking hate myself to the foddamn oblivion, i cant believe that this is ''me''. what the fuck is me even. im trapped in something i never wanted.
anyways i think im done with this bull piss angry vent. i dont care that im venting again i want to vent as much as possible cause ive never had the chance to express myself anywhere else. and i also drank yes, im a dumb drunk person.
edit: swearing in english is so fucking awful and too meek like, i much prefer my native language regarding this. but maybe its just me who doesnt know many swearing words.
and with me? no one cares cause if ppl cared I wouldnt have been at the place I am now, gone far away taken by the shitwave of tsunami feeling as isolated as ever. so fuck fuck fuck fakk. i dont have much left and all this shit will be lost to me, fortunately. and it may seem i seek attention and i dont fucking care cause i dont think seeking attention is a bad thing. when your whole life youve been ignored especially at school and never given that much attention in the first place, you'll definitely want to crave some. it's natural. so fuck the whoile ''attention seeking bad'' . i still fucking hate myself to the foddamn oblivion, i cant believe that this is ''me''. what the fuck is me even. im trapped in something i never wanted.
anyways i think im done with this bull piss angry vent. i dont care that im venting again i want to vent as much as possible cause ive never had the chance to express myself anywhere else. and i also drank yes, im a dumb drunk person.
edit: swearing in english is so fucking awful and too meek like, i much prefer my native language regarding this. but maybe its just me who doesnt know many swearing words.
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