Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
I have given up on waiting for N to arrive as it's been 10 weeks.
And ordering nitrogen from exit takes 6 weeks.
So I'm very tempted to just try the amitriptyline method that's in the peaceful pill handbook. I have the emetics and 3 types of benzos and can't imagine it would be too hard getting an antidepressant script or two.
But I'm so worried it won't work and I will just wake up. I've taken a pretty serious overdose earlier in the year that ended me on a breathing ventilator in intensive care and I can't handle that happening again.
Does anyone know of any success stories with this method?
It will be mid next week that I do it.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Depends on the antidepressants, amitriptyline ussally won't be given to you first so be prepared to bypass the SSRIs, etc. The tricyclic antidepressant is the lethal part and just asking straight up for amitriptyline could be problematic. I was prescribed it legitimately for neuropathic pain, but I was forced to use a short-term neuropathic painkiller for a month first to prove it was actually neuropathic pain.

Amitriptyline cocktail I can't answer for firsthand, amitriptyline itself is indeed lethal. The cocktail takes time, like it can take dozens of hours, that's the only negative thing I've ever heard about it other than the obvious issue in obtaining everything. You might want to consider the length as amitriptyline overdose (by itself) is painful and I don't know if it's fully peaceful because of the length, with the cocktail your goal is just to go into a coma and die slowly where you cannot be found.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Thanks,
I have many times gone a doctor and stated that I already take the medication and need more and never had an issue getting a script even for OxyContin or benzos. But I have been in ssri that didn't work and snri that worked a little bit not much so o could always ask my regular doctor as well. I also have a few pain conditions that would make the request more reasonable

I am very worried about the length of time. I won't be found as I am alone a lot and everyone knows that I often don't reply to messages or go anywhere when I'm struggling.
But I'm worried about waking up and it hasn't worked.
I know I have some Kind of strange tolorence as the doctor said I should have died from last overdose and even getting a general they have to up the dose to knock me out.
Maybe poison isn't a good option as all. I just want it to be foolproof.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
It should be easier to get them if you've used ssris etc and they haven't worked. Definitely also look into whether it can be prescribed for your pain

Yeah if you are using similar drugs as last time (benzos) that could be an issue. Even if you just have taken them over time you would build up tolerance and this issue has been noted in all methods that use them. And some people do have more or less sensitivity to drugs just as variance.

I've seen your posts before about Exit and N and I'm very sorry that you're constantly running into these roadblocks. I am wishing you the best, it's no wonder you're impatient. :/ If you can stick out the six weeks it might be safer than this though and it would give you a fallback if you can't get the amitriptyline but I know you're having trouble getting onto Exit.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Ld50 is 140mg/kg. So 14,000 mg. For 100 kg. Thats alot of pills.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I looked into this but ultimately abandoned it for several reasons including time to death (much too long).
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Justanotherconsumer - the peaceful pill shows that you dissolve 100mg 100 tablets in about 50 mils of water and says that's 10grams with 8gm being the lethal dose.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Thanks Sayo the 6 week wait is daunting but may be worth it to get it perfect. I'm so frustrated with exit!
 
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Breelia

Breelia

Member
Aug 25, 2018
57
I've tried but even with a good dose of ondansetron I was very sick and vomiting.

Took me ages to save up all the amitriptyline, was so angry.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
I've tried but even with a good dose of ondansetron I was very sick and vomiting.

Took me ages to save up all the amitriptyline, was so angry.
I wouldn't trust the PPH 100%, a lot of it is wrong or poorly researched.
How much amitryp. have you got?
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Justanotherconsumer - the peaceful pill shows that you dissolve 100mg 100 tablets in about 50 mils of water and says that's 10grams with 8gm being the lethal dose.

Are you supposed to mix it with something else or? Maybe if you took meto for antinausea.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Yep you take anti emetics first then the amytripmlyne then two types of benzos and medazaline if you have it then alcohol.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Creatureoflight - I'm starting to think I shouldn't trust it - I had a lot of faith in it but they have let me down so I'm now unsure.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
Creatureoflight - I'm starting to think I shouldn't trust it - I had a lot of faith in it but they have let me down so I'm now unsure.
I'm going with SN and hoping it works:/ Gathering amitryp. would be too hard for me and would take a really long time
 
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bbq1

bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
Creatureoflight disses all methods. Have you not noticed yet?
 
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bbq1

bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
12 to 24, often less.
 
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Clem

Member
Aug 27, 2018
18
-It's 100% peaceful
-Ignore the PPH advice about taking 10g or whatever. 7g plus Cimetidine is more than enough. Also ignore the PPH advice to crush the tablets and mix it with water. It is UNDRINKABLE. Foul beyond belief. You'll throw up regardless of any anti-emetic.
-Crush them and repackage in gelatin capsules. No foul taste. Easy
-Also it doesn't take 36 hours. The authors who claim it does are basing this on the fact that Amitriptyline builds up in the blood stream over time and have taken a guess. It takes less than 12 hours.

Have a read here... inquest reports going back to 2003. This is just the UK. When Amitriptyline toxity is mentioned as the cause of death (a few hundred times) the deceased almost always died within a few hours of ingestion.

http://antidepaware.co.uk/?s=inquests

It's a popular method. Doctors themselves use it...

https://www.irishtimes.com/news/cri...r-death-told-of-long-hospital-hours-1.1599161

Grab some Valium too and a long sleep awaits.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
Creatureoflight disses all methods. Have you not noticed yet?

Thanks, how sweet of you to say that! :/
I am merely pointing out valid points to make sure the methods do really work and to avoid someone getting brain damage in the process and being saved. And some of the methods here are a bit outrageous or really risky-jumping in front a train, walking into traffic, suicide by cop, OD on benzos..
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
-It's 100% peaceful
-Ignore the PPH advice about taking 10g or whatever. 7g plus Cimetidine is more than enough. Also ignore the PPH advice to crush the tablets and mix it with water. It is UNDRINKABLE. Foul beyond belief. You'll throw up regardless of any anti-emetic.
-Crush them and repackage in gelatin capsules. No foul taste. Easy
-Also it doesn't take 36 hours. The authors who claim it does are basing this on the fact that Amitriptyline builds up in the blood stream over time and have taken a guess. It takes less than 12 hours.

Have a read here... inquest reports going back to 2003. This is just the UK. When Amitriptyline toxity is mentioned as the cause of death (a few hundred times) the deceased almost always died within a few hours of ingestion.

http://antidepaware.co.uk/?s=inquests

It's a popular method. Doctors themselves use it...

https://www.irishtimes.com/news/cri...r-death-told-of-long-hospital-hours-1.1599161

Grab some Valium too and a long sleep awaits.
those lucky doctors, just imagine having a huge supply of Propofol or something at the nearest hospital and being able to use that. Something we mere mortals cannot achieve
 
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anna

anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
-It's 100% peaceful
-Ignore the PPH advice about taking 10g or whatever. 7g plus Cimetidine is more than enough. Also ignore the PPH advice to crush the tablets and mix it with water. It is UNDRINKABLE. Foul beyond belief. You'll throw up regardless of any anti-emetic.
-Crush them and repackage in gelatin capsules. No foul taste. Easy
-Also it doesn't take 36 hours. The authors who claim it does are basing this on the fact that Amitriptyline builds up in the blood stream over time and have taken a guess. It takes less than 12 hours.

Have a read here... inquest reports going back to 2003. This is just the UK. When Amitriptyline toxity is mentioned as the cause of death (a few hundred times) the deceased almost always died within a few hours of ingestion.

http://antidepaware.co.uk/?s=inquests

It's a popular method. Doctors themselves use it...

https://www.irishtimes.com/news/cri...r-death-told-of-long-hospital-hours-1.1599161

Grab some Valium too and a long sleep awaits.

Thanks for the info
I have Primperan and Tagamet
Should I use the two or only with Primperan would it be enough?
What amount of Cimetidine and Primperan should take?
And finally, even if "only" is 12 hours, do you think it will be peaceful?
 
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Pk95

Pk95

Member
Jul 26, 2018
49
I want to empty my amitriptyline tablets(in blister packs) into small plastic bottles. Will they go bad? How long can they last unspoiled.
Sorry if it sounds silly.. but I want help . Thanks
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
I have given up on waiting for N to arrive as it's been 10 weeks.
And ordering nitrogen from exit takes 6 weeks.
So I'm very tempted to just try the amitriptyline method that's in the peaceful pill handbook. I have the emetics and 3 types of benzos and can't imagine it would be too hard getting an antidepressant script or two.
But I'm so worried it won't work and I will just wake up. I've taken a pretty serious overdose earlier in the year that ended me on a breathing ventilator in intensive care and I can't handle that happening again.
Does anyone know of any success stories with this method?
It will be mid next week that I do it.

I am personally going to use Sodium Aizide. It's extremly deadly with no anitode. Ie even when people are found right away they can't be saved if they took a high dosage etc.
 
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NoMore

Member
Aug 5, 2018
57
Read the 2006 guide to self chosen death. It details amitriptyline method
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
i tried it, it's impossible to drink, extremely bitter and acidic. find another method, SN is good.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Thanks everyone- I haven't looked into SN so I will now.
 
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Griffiths

Member
Aug 1, 2018
30
I also tried it and I can asure it's impossible to drink. I wonder if taking the pills as they are is not a better method. I am waiting to see if people get the N they ordered, so I can order it. Amitriptyline is my second choice, but this time I would just take the pills as they are.
 

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