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AgonizedWaterfall%$

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Aug 15, 2025
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Went to practice full. Anchor point was secure, went to tie the noose end with the same knot and just couldnt do it right? Thought the excess made it an issue so I cut it to length and it was worse with the frayed end. Over an hour trying to tie the same knot I just did, how am I that stupid.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
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Me too I tried several times to hang myself but couldn't, ctb is very hard imo
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
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You're not dumb, options are limited, it's not easy for everyone tho.
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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You're far from dumb. Inexperienced, yes but far from dumb. Plus choosing death is unnatural for every sentient creature, so you're dealing with that pure instinct for survival.
 

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