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Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
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I have always known I want to CTB for so long and the distractions only help so much. I think about suicide everyday now that I can feel my mentality shift from wanting to stop existing to actively planning to CTB. I have been planning for years looking for the best least painful method but now I know I will do whatever I can do end it once and for all. I believe there is a fine line where people can still be saved and I am a mile passed it now and there is no way back.
 
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find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
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Sorry you feel this way Daisy, its hard to say because it's your life and you get to decide when you feel like ending it. Not to be one of those people but I think most people can be 'saved' unless they're going through something completely unfixable. If you feel like ctb then that's your call, again i'm sorry you feel the need to, I'm in the same boat of feeling like there's no return.
 
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