Am I insane

[Deadbeforenov16th]

I'm suicidal but I'm too scared to hurt myself. I've taken many overdoses and strangled myself. I've never found a good place to hang from ....I hate the sensation of pain but in this process I found myself asking my sister or brother to stab me. I lost hair from pulling it. I stopped going outside.

 

[LonelyLight]

You are not insane you are just in a great deal of distress. Nobody wants to feel pain, that is why majority of people here try to find the most peaceful and pain free method there is to ctb. Also SI is insanely hard to overcome

 

[Rachel74]

I'm suicidal but I'm too scared to hurt myself. I've taken many overdoses and strangled myself. I've never found a good place to hang from ....I hate the sensation of pain but in this process I found myself asking my sister or brother to stab me. I lost hair from pulling it. I stopped going outside.

You are in distress and this is a cry for help. What help have you sought?