Venting Am i a bad friend?

[restingplace]

I'm just starting to get frustrated with my friends, its probably depression and past shit relationships.


I'm worried I'm gonna be replaced. One of my friends has also started to use a nickname that I thought was quite special between me and my other friend and it just doesn't feel special anymore now that he uses it. I'm probably just being petty but I hate it when things like that lose their spark. Quite frankly I find it stressful to have friends to begin with.

I shouldn't have been born honestly, some people get lucky in life, I did not.

 

[Kalista]

without knowing any other details and only going based on what you're saying, no, you're not a 'bad friend.'

dealing with external forces outside of you can be stressful, because you're trying to control something that you can't. you're dealing with multiple people with different personalities that might not be compatible with yours.