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endlesstranquility

endlesstranquility

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When I was 14, we agreed with my GF at the time (13) that she can help my CTB. I couldn't have done myself, plus it was better for me from GF, than asking a random man... She used a theoretical method, didn't sound very practical but you know, and I know that it still worked - although not completely. She was pretty good with it, but it left something inside me. I'd deeply prefer not existing now.

She sent a deteiled email that what she did, was a human experiment and kind of unseen, cool one - in the big United States these owe you for the rest of your life. She didn't make me sign paper though, plus my country is a lonely cloud in the great sky, a black hole if we can name it like that. Has up and downsides but ofcourse never be a victim here. I never was but she poursouaded me to introduce me this lifestyle, her former very existance.

She tould me that his investment company does badly, went fully bankroupt, and she can give me §100 as pocket money for any costs that ensue from any conditions, and told me that those USA-style moneys are out of the book. She has specified the country that this happened in. (North eastern Europe) Now, 20 years later none of us have any connection with this country, she has even renounced the citizenship, and adopted 3 new ones, bought by Money. She has told me that I can keep my daydreams, she will help me in the moral sense though, and I will have her available always per Email.
 

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