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JustAboutDone

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Thank you so much to everyone who's responded! It means a lot, I really appreciate it. @JustAboutDone when you said stalk people here, what did you mean exactly?

:-) just find a couple of people who post things you like and you can write nice things on their profile. People here are receptive to other people being kind. I didn't mean real stalking obviously - where people sit outside people's houses and steal their laundry - that would be scary!!!
 
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Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
I've never had a real friend in my life.
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
I've never had a real friend in my life.
Maybe that will change here. I've seen such nice people on SS that I would be surprised if you left the website without finding a good friend.
 
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Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
Maybe that will change here. I've seen such nice people on SS that I would be surprised if you left the website without finding a good friend.

Yeah I was just looking at the partners thread and made a post. Maybe I might make a friend.
 
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KatieW

KatieW

Happy....
Feb 3, 2019
167
I have no family.
Really? Friends may be fickle but family tends to stick around. I've written off my family only for them to turn up when I'm on the ledge. I go up and dump them; I go low they find me.
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
Really? Friends may be fickle but family tends to stick around. I've written off my family only for them to turn up when I'm on the ledge. I go up and dump them; I go low they find me.

What about when you don't have family alive? The dead don't stick around to help.
 
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KatieW

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Feb 3, 2019
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What about when you don't have family alive? The dead don't stick around to help.
That happens yes. I meant to ask @123die if their family's really dead or written off. I imagine people here have issues relating to family like I do.
 
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Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
Tha happens yes. I meant to ask @123die if their family's really dead or written off. I imagine people here have issues relating to family like I do.

Yes, indeed many people do have have family who they have written off (or have been written off by said family). Sorry if I came off flippant, I'm quite sensitive to the issue. OP didn't specify.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Yes, indeed many people do have have family who they have written off (or have been written off by said family). Sorry if I came off flippant, I'm quite sensitive to the issue. OP didn't specify.

@Whatshername you could never be flippant
You had a blue cat plus you were brave enough to try the butttery tea :-)
 
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Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
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@Whatshername you could never be flippant
You had a blue cat plus you were brave enough to try the butttery tea :-)

Lol, sadly the tea wasn't lethal. I didn't even throw up like expected. Just a bit nauseous. No headpats either :( Total failure :pfff:
 
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JustAboutDone

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Lol, sadly the tea wasn't lethal. I didn't even throw up like expected. Just a bit nauseous. No headpats either :( Total failure :pfff:

Lollll!!!! I think @Compodulator is probably giggling at us quietly somewhere for falling for it!!
 
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Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
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Lollll!!!! I think @Compodulator is probably giggling at us quietly somewhere for falling for it!!

That's likely :D And I'm stuck with a box of black tea I'll never drink :hmph:
 
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JustAboutDone

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@123die did you try the tea experiment in this thread?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ling-team-for-weird-dietary-experiment.11749/
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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That's likely :D And I'm stuck with a box of black tea I'll never drink :hmph:

Loll!!! Leave it on your neighbours doorstep with a note, a packet of butter - and run away!!!
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
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Lollll!!!! I think @Compodulator is probably giggling at us quietly somewhere for falling for it!!
Heh no. I'm waiting for this Saturday evening to try it again. Admittedly, only two attempts were made, this will be the third.
 
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Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
Heh no. I'm waiting for this Saturday evening to try it again. Admittedly, only two attempts were made, this will be the third.


My Earl Grey is all yours. :)
 
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123die

123die

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Feb 16, 2019
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Really? Friends may be fickle but family tends to stick around. I've written off my family only for them to turn up when I'm on the ledge. I go up and dump them; I go low they find me.
The only family I have left is my mom and sister, they're all dead. My sister hates me and my mom treats me like shit. They both make me even more depressed/anxious/suicidal than I already am.
 
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Damn

Manic - depression
Aug 27, 2018
49
The only family I have left is my mom and sister, they're all dead. My sister hates me and my mom treats me like shit. They both make me even more depressed/anxious/suicidal than I already am.
Sorry to hear that, sounds pretty bleak and brutal. When I was homeless at 22 this family took me in, I'll never forget mum#2 I know I was lucky really lucky. But hope you can meet your #2fam without to much a wait. Sh!!!!!t I can do lil bru
 
Glim

Glim

Student
Jan 28, 2019
105
I think I made my first friend during my final days. CTB is even more difficult now because I fear hurting them because they are sensitive and struggle with mental health. Severing my attachment and distancing myself has been painful. It might have been better for both parties if we had never met.
So there are these things to consider. I guess the cliche "the grass is always greener on the other side" could be applied here
 
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