Story almost ctb, i feel like a child waiting to go to disney land

[IM3DUS4]

I always wondered how i would feel the moments before ctb. i woke up feeling like a child going to disney land for the first time, with a smile on my face and all.
i thought i would be more scared (although that might still come the hour itself)
unsure if it will be today or another day since i have to wait to be home alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relief, I hope that you find what you are searching for.