Venting All of a sudden, it's 7 p.m....

[Sylveon]

I wake up at lunch, eat, and go back to sleep. When I see the clock, I realize it's already 7 p.m.; it feels horrifying; I've no idea where I'm headed. When I'm awake, I constantly feel like crying. That's why I just sleep through my days. Things hardly feel real these days; my heart feels like it's bleeding... I can't imagine living this life for the next five decades. I really wanna just get this over with, but I can't; I don't know for how long. I don't wanna think anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to not exist as well, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and torturous feeling so trapped in this existence, I personally find it so terrifying how a human can potentially exist for so long. But anyway best wishes.