As stated in previous posts. May need a break from attempting. Ligature strangulation 3 days ago. My brain hurts in 3 different spots now like a semi sharo pain. So fatigued picking uo light objects. Dizziness like when I was passing out during the attempt. Trauma and betrayal. POS family have two empty bedrooms and won't rent me one because apparently my mental health makes them uncomfortable. So their response is to throw me out and put me with dysfunctional parents and POS b**** a** untrained dog. Moved out on short term disability assuming I attend my BS memtal health classes. I def hurt myself with all the LS & partial attempts. Make this hell stop. Let me go back home you f*****g POS mother f******. I didn't do shit to deserve to be thrown out at my lowest. POS don't care if I lose my job and become homeless. Family supposed to have each other backs
