Discussion Afraid of ctb because of family

[BoyInTheBox]

The only reason why I'm so afraid to go somewhere far away from home to ctb is because of my mom. I'm scared of the thought of her panicking and crying over me leaving for too long. If she wouldn't be in my life, it would be so much easier to end it all.
But even so, I just wanna get over this fear and run away to my death.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a difficult situation to be in, I know this holds many people back from ctb but anyway I wish you the best. I imagine it would be a relief for so many if there's the option to just erase our existence permanently from the memories of those who continue to stay here.

 

[BoyInTheBox]

It must be a difficult situation to be in, I know this holds many people back from ctb but anyway I wish you the best. I imagine it would be a relief for so many if there's the option to just erase our existence permanently from the memories of those who continue to stay here.

Honestly, I wouldn't like for everyone to forget about me once I'm gone, it makes me feel off.
Thank you tho!!