Hey everyone
. I know I haven't been here for long but have really appreciated the warm environment members here give. After much consideration for my predicament, I am planning to finally take my final step into the unknown or my transformation to different forms in nature. And I'd like some advise on the following protocol, as I plan to ctb soon. I'll do a second thread, or updates if I decide to go through with it today and include my story/reasons if possible with more detailed thanks to you all. Basically wanted to get some comments on my plan:
As you can see I don't have any meto and I could counter that with 3 cups sn instead? And also is my fast time okay? I would really appreciate your input.
. I know I haven't been here for long but have really appreciated the warm environment members here give. After much consideration for my predicament, I am planning to finally take my final step into the unknown or my transformation to different forms in nature. And I'd like some advise on the following protocol, as I plan to ctb soon. I'll do a second thread, or updates if I decide to go through with it today and include my story/reasons if possible with more detailed thanks to you all. Basically wanted to get some comments on my plan:| 12:00 | Last meal: Burger and coke |
| 13:00 | Start fasting |
| 13:00-21:00 | Ensure I've scheduled all sms, and also written notes. |
| 21:00 | Take 1000mg paracetamol and maybe 25g amitriptyline or lyrica 30 minutes after to ease pain. |
| 22:00-23:00 | Prepare 2 separate cups of sn mixed with 50ml-100ml. distilled water and drink then lie on bed with a bucket and also have some music or movie on to counter any noise neighbours can hear. |
As you can see I don't have any meto and I could counter that with 3 cups sn instead? And also is my fast time okay? I would really appreciate your input.
. I think you right 3 cups looks excessive I'll stick to two. I hope that it all goes well for me today and I have enough courage. Thank you
