Advice on CTB notes

[IHurtTheOneILove]

Is it better to leave notes for after once I'm gone or should I just send out texts to the people I love right before I pull the trigger.

A selfish part of me wants to see the immediate reaction of everyone. I know that would make me heavily rethink my decision though and I WANT to be irrational in my decision.

 

[Tumbler]

Given how many histories of rescued people because they couldn't be alone, messaged someone who eventually found and stopped the attempt I would rather do something and send it after.

It's a calculated risk , so my personal opinion would be just send messages afterwards.