
Doomcat
Member
- Jul 12, 2019
- 14
I've known for a while now that my suicide ideation is back, and tonight while watching the news, there was a story of someone dying by accidental carbon monoxide poisoning while using a generator indoors. I feel so guilty because my knee-jerk reaction was "lucky them!" I'm actually sad for them. But still, it seems so easy to accidentally die, and so hard to intentionally die. It's not fair.