deep-sleeper
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- Aug 16, 2025
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After being indoctrinated into christianity by my parents since birth, I finally decided to leave it behind.
I had catechesis classes since I was a kid, but I've always had this feeling that god didn't exist, so I would fluctuate between being a christian to an atheist depending on how I was feeling, but after some personal stuff happened to me, my family decided to send me to a spiritual retreat. Where I would see seemingly miraculous things and accounts. So by then I told my family that I was a Christian by now on, and I would stay that way for a bit, after a few of my questions about god got answered by apologetics. But after doing some more research I finally found a channel that provided me enough proof that god in fact, doesn't exist
Here's some of his videos, I recommend for those that are looking to do the same:
How the new testament changed over the years:
The pseudo-history of the bible:
The origins of the bible:
Faith healings debunked:
Demonic possessions debunked:
I also recommend the channel: belief it or not
The problem is that my family will never accept that I am atheist, especially after what I said. Which is one of the reasons for why I want to CTB. But being an atheist surprisingly made me less suicidal, the belief that there isn't a magical good place after death pushes me be a good person and leave this world a better place
DISCLAIMER: I am not here to have a discussion nor do I want to come back to people that don't really care about me
I had catechesis classes since I was a kid, but I've always had this feeling that god didn't exist, so I would fluctuate between being a christian to an atheist depending on how I was feeling, but after some personal stuff happened to me, my family decided to send me to a spiritual retreat. Where I would see seemingly miraculous things and accounts. So by then I told my family that I was a Christian by now on, and I would stay that way for a bit, after a few of my questions about god got answered by apologetics. But after doing some more research I finally found a channel that provided me enough proof that god in fact, doesn't exist
Here's some of his videos, I recommend for those that are looking to do the same:
How the new testament changed over the years:
The pseudo-history of the bible:
The origins of the bible:
Faith healings debunked:
Demonic possessions debunked:
I also recommend the channel: belief it or not
The problem is that my family will never accept that I am atheist, especially after what I said. Which is one of the reasons for why I want to CTB. But being an atheist surprisingly made me less suicidal, the belief that there isn't a magical good place after death pushes me be a good person and leave this world a better place
DISCLAIMER: I am not here to have a discussion nor do I want to come back to people that don't really care about me
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