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Coffeandamug
Words are quite useless, and so am I.
- Oct 22, 2020
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I had posted before on this same topic. My life is really bad and my depression has been really intense for years now. And yet, I don't feel certainty about death. I don't even know how it would be to feel that way. I imagine it would feel like a peaceful sense of certainty. I've been here on this forum for years, I have seen people go,talked to them... I've seen the threat of SN not being a viable option in the future which scares me. But even then I can't make myself do it. I know I would chicken out the moment I drank SN or whatever method I'd try. I know my life ins't getting any better... my plan is to keep living until I am certain I want death but I don't know if it's a good plan. Any of you experiencing something similar ?