Good luck too! Right now the waiting is killing me. I feel like If I don't hurry someone will disturb my plans and I hate that. Each time I had this feeling something happened
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And my days became 3x longer it's unbearable. I will start exercising again and do things I can't bear to wait that much. And the 17th its my birthday and I fear that since my family knows my state they will try to reach me or something like that and it will ruin everything.
The best outcome for me is to receive my package before the 17th. And I plan to find a forest during the day and pretend to go to the gym, so I will have at least 4 hours in front of me where no one will disturb me. The only thing I fear is that someone will find me and I don't know if I will do noises that can attract people. They will never allow me to leave at night again after what I did.