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kkiwii

kkiwii

#1 self sabotager
Jul 10, 2024
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well i spent all my money on coke so i cant but my way into the gun range method, so i will try overdosing, most likely tonight. ive been cutting myself every day straight for a little over a month i think i have more scars than skin now. also ive been cutting my tounge and inside my cheeks so ive lost like 20 pounds in a month ! hopefully ill look skinny when my organs r removed 🤞🤞/hj
 
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dearn

dearn

Chat Noir
May 30, 2026
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It sounds so painful, I am sorry I hope u won't feel any pain anymore in anyway 🫶
 
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telekon

telekon

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2025
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I'm so sorry you're going through this ❤️
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
112
Ohhh no this sounds awful to go through ): It sounds generic but I'm so sorry you're going through all of this...

Cutting sounds so painful too... I hope you can find peace or things get better somehow so you don't have to CTB

I was going to do the gun range method like 2 months ago, I reserved my lane and everything, I backed out last minute and didn't end up going tho.

Again sorry you're going through so much physical and mental pain right now ):
 

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