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GASLIGHTER7000

GASLIGHTER7000

august
May 1, 2025
45
its all i have on hand
wanna die today or at least guarantee my death
i cant go on living
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,701
Probably not. At least not quickly or painlessly. In fact, it will be a miserable, long, drawn out affair because your liver will die long before you do. And that is one of those pains that even the heavy duty pain meds can't touch. I watched a friend die from liver failure and am here to tell you it was NOT anything I would wish on anyone -- not even my worst enemy.

Please, I know you are hurting, but do not do this. 😢
 
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GASLIGHTER7000

august
May 1, 2025
45
If you don't wanna say it's ok, but do you mind me asking why?
i cant really cope with my life anymore. ive realized theres no coping with loneliness, you can spend years distracting yourself from it but loneliness is everlasting. unless you find someone/something to fill that void. being stuck with your own thoughrs and pain is hellish

this isnt something i understood up until recently honestly. until you experience loneliness you dont know how terrible it is

i come from a complex family situation and its continued to ruin things my entire life... im tired of dealing with it. i dont really have a will to live anymore
 
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qtk5436

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Apr 26, 2026
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i cant really cope with my life anymore. ive realized theres no coping with loneliness, you can spend years distracting yourself from it but loneliness is everlasting. unless you find someone/something to fill that void. being stuck with your own thoughrs and pain is hellish

this isnt something i understood up until recently honestly. until you experience loneliness you dont know how terrible it is

i come from a complex family situation and its continued to ruin things my entire life... im tired of dealing with it. i dont really have a will to live anymore
I can never fully understand how your life has gone, but I do understand how bad loneliness can be especially when it lasts a long time. And I'm no stranger to family issues. But I also know not having a will to live is different than wanting to die. I'm in a weird spot like that myself. If you do ever want someone to talk to I'd be happy to though. If not though I understand.
 
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GASLIGHTER7000

august
May 1, 2025
45
I can never fully understand how your life has gone, but I do understand how bad loneliness can be especially when it lasts a long time. And I'm no stranger to family issues. But I also know not having a will to live is different than wanting to die. I'm in a weird spot like that myself. If you do ever want someone to talk to I'd be happy to though. If not though I understand.
id be happy to talk to you... do you have discord?
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,025
NO, but it WILL damage the hell out of your body and THEN you WILL wish that you were dead.

Please be kind to yourself, me and so many others and get the darn idea out of your head.

As a note, I have seen folks in hospice care, where their skin, and eyes had turned yellow from live damage and watching them wither in extreme pain waiting for their last breath.

Walter
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
917
I became so desperate last night and took a few more Tylenol than I should've and I'll be honest, I was miserable! I can't tell you not to do it because I can't promise I won't ever do it again..I'm sure people been successful with this method but it's definitely pure hell!! Are you feeling any better today?
 
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Flan26

New Member
Feb 8, 2026
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It's uncertain whether you will die or not; no one can predict the outcome. Acetaminophen is not a drug that induces sleep or stops the heart instantly. Instead, it slowly destroys liver cells, taking several days to lead to death. Even if it is fatal, you would spend 3 to 5 days in the hospital suffering from acute liver failure, dying a slow and agonizing death
 
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