Venting 3 things I remember why it doesn't matter if I kill myself

[ceelobling]

•We're all gonna die anyways
So what if i die right now? Death is inevitable for all of us. I'm just leaving this earth earlier than most people.

•There is no life if everyday is suffering Everyday I'm tired and everything sucks and everything hurts and I'm just exhausted in general. I hate being alive and I hate existing. I'm trying my best everyday, but I have no strength left. There are people who never even thought of or even attempted suicide that just exist normally in this world. Life is for people who don't suffer and have no issue living each day in this world. There is nothing wrong with that, it's just this world is for those people; it's not for a person like me. So why should I live here if I don't have life?

•We're all forced to exist
Whether you believe a higher power or a big explosion created the universe, no one asked to exist. Humans were born out of nowhere and now we're all forced to exist. I don't have to be here if I don't want to. I can kill myself any time I want. On top of that, my parents brought me into this world that I never asked to be born in. I know you can't say you didn't want to be born if you never were born, but I still have the free will to choose whether or not I want to be a living being.

Just some personal points on why I have no issue with myself committing suicide.

 

[amor.dor]

Every day is a day I question whether I'll live one more day or not. Every day is the famous "to be or not to be" dilemma.
Considering that no one wins this game of life—we all get a game over in the end—I live only out of curiosity to see who I'll become when I'm mature, and curiosity about what else I might see in life. But boredom has become something more and more common for me.

 

[Defenestration]

•We're all gonna die anyways

•There is no life if everyday is suffering Everyday I'm tired and everything sucks and everything hurts and I'm just exhausted in general. I hate being alive and I hate existing. I'm trying my best everyday, but I have no strength left. There are people who never even thought of or even attempted suicide that just exist normally in this world. Life is for people who don't suffer and have no issue living each day in this world. There is nothing wrong with that, it's just this world is for those people; it's not for a person like me. So why should I live here if I don't have life?

•We're all forced to exist

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