Unfortunately easy and cheap are usually not reliable - if they were, there would be far more success stories than failures. There's a thread here somewhere with "failed and unrecommened" methods I'd give that a look if you haven't
Have you considered the carbon monoxide method? Seems that's a method you could drift off to with music...?
I tried looking around to see what you mean and can't really find much unless it's the thing with the car in a garage in which case I don't have a vehicle nor a garage nor have I ever out of any of my families had a family who has ever had a garage lol.
I tried looking around to see what you mean and can't really find much unless it's the thing with the car in a garage in which case I don't have a vehicle nor a garage nor have I ever out of any of my families had a family who has ever had a garage lol.
or any kind of enclosed space with a vehicle or anything,
charocoal aperentrly can too but I don't have any and still no safe enclosed space I'd be able to unless like a bathroom would work if you close off ventalation but like theres other poeople in the house so I'd rather not do that and it seems very easy to accidently go horribly wrong.
Hi,
I makes games too, care to share your story? I can't pm you but (new user I guess), if you can, pm me.. : )
I'm all over indie devs, unity, gotdot, unreal engine.. I'm a programmer and 3d artist and animator.. aesprite, maya, photoshop, zbrush, mudbox, the works. I like 2d as well as 3d.
Hope you get well
I've made thousands of games, but, grew up without internet and have uploaded like 20 in total and out of those privated or removed the vast majority (they are bad)
I've made some really great polished stuff without any story or gameplay because I was testing my polishing / looking good / functioning good skills, never published those,
I've not made a full game yet ever only prototypes or ideas or concepts or just random small projects, not a full story, gameplay loop, advertisements, etc etc etc game, I was working on one but it most likely will not be finished before I CTB.
I was gunna make my book series into a game series / have game connections but not be 1:1 the books.
I haven't even finished the books yet, I've got most planned out almost none fully written and absolutly nothing published,
most people I show my work to says I have talent and many other things, however, just 4 to 6 years ago, everyone told me to please stop it makes "me want to bleach my eyes" and "that gave me cancer" and much more things like that.
the only reason it's even halfway decent now is time, effort, and a lack of anything else worth doing in lifeleading me to almost exclusivly persue this.
and it's something i've done sense I was at least 9, and something I've wanted to do sense at least 4, so, theres that going for me, had my goals lined out when I was a tiny child and my teacher asked me what I wanted to do, I said make games,
in all honesty, I wanted and want to tell stories, but I didn't know much about books then, and books aren't great for money, so why write books.
but I'm gunna die anyway so why NOT write books? so now I have books!
but game development is something I do enjoy, mostly the process of making the game, not so much the games themselves.
I've never really enjoyed games to much, at least modern ones, my favorite are ones that you can make things inside of them, but at that point isn't it just a engine with some gameplay mechanics?
like minecraft is *basically* a game engine, doom litearlly is a game engine, and this is already super long so I will stop rambling on about this.
but games with really great heart tugging stories, those I love, sadly they are nearly non exiestant, there are a few, but they really lose that charm after the 4th time going through them which sucks becuase tv shows and movies don't for me, I have a horrible memory, and can rewatch shows after about a month and it feels brand new, but not with most story games.
they always feel predictable and boring after a while, even brand new ones never tried before feel boring and predictable.
and the stories never hit hard enough or feel enough for me, I don't know, you don't find many things like Arcane or Annohana the flower we saw that day, or madi modika (I'm sorry for absolutly butchering that title and missaying it I know that's completly wrong HOPEFULY you understand wtf I mean the one with a really hard to remember name about the cat alien thing and the magical girls and the like witches), or supernatural, you don't find very many stories like that in ganes at least not anymore, the last game I can think of that had a really good story that could be on par with those, was the gen 1 - 7 pokemon games.
I'm not even kidding I can't think of a single other game series that meets the required level of story mixed with roleplayability / immersion other then the pokemon series
and maybe life is strange and life is strange before the storm, I'm trying detriot become human now, and it seems really good so far, but that I've experianced so far that's it.
it doesn't help not having money to just try games, and no one ever thinking that I deserve to have any game ever gifted tot hem, while simultanously gifted other people games and recieving them all the time, or at least I hear about it a lot, but it's fine I don't deserve one and shouldn't have one, only everyone else should, and I should be okay with that, and I'm selfish and bad if I'm not, that's how the world works, it's how it always has worked.
people can't ever give anyone else anything but they sure can spend thosuands on lootboxes or even sometimes striaght up lie and give stuff to other people anyways but specifically not you, remember as well, telling the truth is absolutly horrible and no one ever does it or wants you to ever.
anyways, I make games about emotions, stories, worlds, there all RPG games, mostly 3D, a few recently have been 2D,
I tried looking around to see what you mean and can't really find much unless it's the thing with the car in a garage in which case I don't have a vehicle nor a garage nor have I ever out of any of my families had a family who has ever had a garage lol.
or any kind of enclosed space with a vehicle or anything,
charocoal aperentrly can too but I don't have any and still no safe enclosed space I'd be able to unless like a bathroom would work if you close off ventalation but like theres other poeople in the house so I'd rather not do that and it seems very easy to accidently go horribly wrong.
I've made thousands of games, but, grew up without internet and have uploaded like 20 in total and out of those privated or removed the vast majority (they are bad)
I've made some really great polished stuff without any story or gameplay because I was testing my polishing / looking good / functioning good skills, never published those,
I've not made a full game yet ever only prototypes or ideas or concepts or just random small projects, not a full story, gameplay loop, advertisements, etc etc etc game, I was working on one but it most likely will not be finished before I CTB.
I was gunna make my book series into a game series / have game connections but not be 1:1 the books.
I haven't even finished the books yet, I've got most planned out almost none fully written and absolutly nothing published,
most people I show my work to says I have talent and many other things, however, just 4 to 6 years ago, everyone told me to please stop it makes "me want to bleach my eyes" and "that gave me cancer" and much more things like that.
the only reason it's even halfway decent now is time, effort, and a lack of anything else worth doing in lifeleading me to almost exclusivly persue this.
and it's something i've done sense I was at least 9, and something I've wanted to do sense at least 4, so, theres that going for me, had my goals lined out when I was a tiny child and my teacher asked me what I wanted to do, I said make games,
in all honesty, I wanted and want to tell stories, but I didn't know much about books then, and books aren't great for money, so why write books.
but I'm gunna die anyway so why NOT write books? so now I have books!
but game development is something I do enjoy, mostly the process of making the game, not so much the games themselves.
I've never really enjoyed games to much, at least modern ones, my favorite are ones that you can make things inside of them, but at that point isn't it just a engine with some gameplay mechanics?
like minecraft is *basically* a game engine, doom litearlly is a game engine, and this is already super long so I will stop rambling on about this.
but games with really great heart tugging stories, those I love, sadly they are nearly non exiestant, there are a few, but they really lose that charm after the 4th time going through them which sucks becuase tv shows and movies don't for me, I have a horrible memory, and can rewatch shows after about a month and it feels brand new, but not with most story games.
they always feel predictable and boring after a while, even brand new ones never tried before feel boring and predictable.
and the stories never hit hard enough or feel enough for me, I don't know, you don't find many things like Arcane or Annohana the flower we saw that day, or madi modika (I'm sorry for absolutly butchering that title and missaying it I know that's completly wrong HOPEFULY you understand wtf I mean the one with a really hard to remember name about the cat alien thing and the magical girls and the like witches), or supernatural, you don't find very many stories like that in ganes at least not anymore, the last game I can think of that had a really good story that could be on par with those, was the gen 1 - 7 pokemon games.
I'm not even kidding I can't think of a single other game series that meets the required level of story mixed with roleplayability / immersion other then the pokemon series
and maybe life is strange and life is strange before the storm, I'm trying detriot become human now, and it seems really good so far, but that I've experianced so far that's it.
it doesn't help not having money to just try games, and no one ever thinking that I deserve to have any game ever gifted tot hem, while simultanously gifted other people games and recieving them all the time, or at least I hear about it a lot, but it's fine I don't deserve one and shouldn't have one, only everyone else should, and I should be okay with that, and I'm selfish and bad if I'm not, that's how the world works, it's how it always has worked.
people can't ever give anyone else anything but they sure can spend thosuands on lootboxes or even sometimes striaght up lie and give stuff to other people anyways but specifically not you, remember as well, telling the truth is absolutly horrible and no one ever does it or wants you to ever.
anyways, I make games about emotions, stories, worlds, there all RPG games, mostly 3D, a few recently have been 2D,
I do not want games or money now I have a way to get both, I make $11 an hour working at a job that seems like more labor then everyone I've ever met online who all make like not even kidding $26 an hour which is more then managers make btw so idk if they are lying or what, but yeah, esp since the minimum you can be paid is $2 an hour as long as tips make it to $11 an hour.
either way I have a way to get things now however I used to not even be able to get food, therefor people who eat 50 times a day and already have everything they could possibly ever need should get more things and I should get nothing
that's how life works.
