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Suicide Discussion

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eyenumbing
Venting i'm a fuck up
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0
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403
eyenumbing
eyenumbing
segasonicexe
Venting I don't believe in the world around me
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6
Views
720
badtothebone
B
A
Venting Does anyone keep checking on here hoping to get a message/reply?
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12
Views
565
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
E
Discussion Does staying social and close to friends make CTB more difficult?
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14
Views
954
excinephile
E
DuskUntilDawn
Story My Life
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8
Views
887
DuskUntilDawn
DuskUntilDawn
notmyusername
Discussion Getting high on DXM
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3
Views
489
LunarLight
LunarLight
swanchild
Just needed to talk (please, someone)
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17
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1K
badtothebone
B
Beyond_Repair
My SN protocol
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2
Views
745
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
I
Help Cutting
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3
Views
485
temporal_anchorite
temporal_anchorite
Beavisandbutthead
Last wish
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15
Views
595
Steff1337
Steff1337
milknife02
The Numbness
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1
Views
334
Hollowman
H
wannabesoftware
Venting just a vent
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4
Views
666
voc_89
voc_89
AnonymousL
Venting I did t get the job
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3
Views
440
DarknessAndDespair
D
T
Help ordering from DMC
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9
Views
982
DOHARDTHINGS24
D
Last dance
Please PM where you bought SN
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20
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1K
milknife02
milknife02
LeBroom
Help Two days to go for me now, any last affairs I could sort out?
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4
Views
541
kyhoti
kyhoti
d3ad
Venting guilt about ctb
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3
Views
561
kyhoti
kyhoti
Labyrinth
Story The universe has consciousness
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9
Views
725
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
thatwasit
Help SN weird test result
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1
Views
411
nibbleone
N
UnrulyNightmare
Feeling guilty for defiling someone's 'innocent' outlook on life
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21
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1K
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
they forgot me
Help slitting carotid and drowning
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3
Views
507
Readytogo246
R
S
Ways of checking SN
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7
Views
598
Agon321
Agon321
Gstreater
Help I'm not sure if I'm trans or i hate myself
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9
Views
571
freakshow
freakshow
C
I need a friend to keep me company when I ctb.
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13
Views
723
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
E
Anyone from New Delhi, India here
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8
Views
582
nom nom
nom nom
Leo._.
In the end I couldn't resist the thirst and had to stop the VSED.
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2
Views
885
t_Dio_in
T
S
What purity of Helium do I need?
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1
Views
339
Praestat_Mori
P
existenceis123abc
Help SN in UK.
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0
Views
404
existenceis123abc
existenceis123abc
nebble
Why am i so scared to get a gun?
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5
Views
628
sugarb
sugarb
I
  • Question
Help Olanzapine as Antiemetic for SN Method
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4
Views
637
nobob
N
I
  • Question
Help Drinking alcohol before full susp
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7
Views
590
Worndown
Worndown
nebble
How to overcome SI durring partial hanging?
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0
Views
399
nebble
nebble
bananemitmilch
Discussion Probability of night-night method actually working
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5
Views
1K
GetReadyy
GetReadyy
I
Under section how do i ctb
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2
Views
311
GetReadyy
GetReadyy
S
Taking SN in 2 hours
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19
Views
3K
bananemitmilch
bananemitmilch
C
The universe is telling me to ctb
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2
Views
361
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Water-Lily
If a friend hurt you and refused to apologize for what they did, would you be happy if they stopped existing?
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13
Views
475
fleetingnight
fleetingnight
H
Propananol death
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5
Views
903
HiddenPain
HiddenPain
Felodese
  • Question
Safe self-harm?
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9
Views
738
CantDoIt
C
Xe-
Discussion What is your personal definition of a will-to-live?
Replies
10
Views
757
nohopenofuture31
N
juzuhz
I want to kms soon
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4
Views
463
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FireFox
Life was never for me
Replies
1
Views
588
Berlin
Berlin
L
Ran out of time
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3
Views
418
lifeisactualtorture
L
I
Help Would this be a good enough anchor point for full susp
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4
Views
457
indigoviolet
I
L
Venting Psych Ward/Prison
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4
Views
539
LittleJem
L
N
Help I felt like I shouldn't be depressed and suicidal. Because I wasn't. Now I truly am. I hate myself.
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4
Views
789
Praestat_Mori
P
qualityOV3Rquantity
Can you hang yourself outside in the winter?
Replies
4
Views
614
Worndown
Worndown
W
Help SN aquarium test showing a weird colour
Replies
5
Views
762
walkingcorpse13
W
HowToCTB
How feasible SN without medication?
Replies
18
Views
997
HowToCTB
HowToCTB
EternalShore
Venting Relationship Jealousy
Replies
10
Views
621
EternalShore
EternalShore
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