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Suicide Discussion

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kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
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11
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953
Feldsparc
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u_unoriginal
I don't know if I'm suicidal
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0
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220
u_unoriginal
u_unoriginal
voirpoet.
how to get benzos, or alternatives?
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2
Views
257
purebliss
purebliss
C
SN Method: Metoclopramide vs. Ondansetron - Both medications were needed at the same time?
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2
Views
408
Littlepaws
Littlepaws
C
100 ml vs. 50 ml of water in the SN method - 100 ml are better?
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4
Views
439
NotSoEnchanted
NotSoEnchanted
missporcelain
Scared of 30
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19
Views
886
crimsonpeaked
C
iCryInMySecretSpot
hospital was probing if i read about suicide online
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14
Views
910
babyneo1
B
OzymandiAsh
  • Poll
Discussion Anyone feel like being a member on this forum might make CTB more difficult?
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40
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3K
cocobutter
cocobutter
disabledlife
Do you talk to AI rather than humans? Psychologic support without judgement.
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22
Views
871
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
catbunny
Venting Please talk to me
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15
Views
780
Bishop
Bishop
G
Discussion Should I buy SN from Chn and Ukraine?
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9
Views
717
gardenhouse
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LonelyPrince
Venting Disconnected from reality. All I think about is death. Death. Death. Death
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8
Views
510
Bishop
Bishop
H
Help Need Suggestions to Ctb
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1
Views
271
Bishop
Bishop
B
Method Soft household items to use for hanging
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0
Views
330
bro2089
B
J
I can't deal with the relational traumas I have
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1
Views
283
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
inara_9
For the ones who feel completely alone
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7
Views
614
inara_9
inara_9
starboy2k
what they want YOU to hear vs what they don’t want to hear at all
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0
Views
136
starboy2k
starboy2k
scary
Venting I hope luck finds me before death does
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3
Views
327
Ima-username
Ima-username
X
has anyone tried abcricot kernels or any other cyanide-building seeds?
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4
Views
517
gardenoflonely
gardenoflonely
S
  • Question
Just looking at the clouds
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0
Views
218
stupidguy
S
L
Venting if i had sn i would do it now
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2
Views
229
endboss
endboss
ILoveCats2
Rate my plan
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0
Views
427
ILoveCats2
ILoveCats2
attheendofthenight_
I don't see a future for myself anymore
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1
Views
279
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
PenPen<3
Help Help with SN plan
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4
Views
426
PenPen<3
PenPen<3
Liseli
Venting Whats the point (vent art)
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3
Views
707
pusheen
pusheen
Fuji
ANOTHER WARNING FOR UK SN
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34
Views
2K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
burninghill
Everything feels hopeless
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2
Views
315
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
C
Venting i only deserve death
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4
Views
260
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
B
Discussion I got my SN today, any recommendations?
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9
Views
453
babyneo1
B
kitkatt
Venting My f@cking birthday
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4
Views
330
thefirstluminary
thefirstluminary
sweetbraid
Method partial hanging - slipknot moving when i put my weight on it?
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0
Views
315
sweetbraid
sweetbraid
lotus.dead
Help Rate my OD method #2
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3
Views
330
lotus.dead
lotus.dead
Aphid
CTB despite being happy
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13
Views
628
Aphid
Aphid
compulsoryaliveness
And still, best case scenario is ctb
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0
Views
213
compulsoryaliveness
compulsoryaliveness
Aphid
Venting Sick of always feeling suicidal
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1
Views
212
Aphid
Aphid
butterbutter143
Help (partial hanging) i. am going to lose. my fucking mind.
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10
Views
2K
thehorizons
T
LastDayOnEarth
What are the last things you'll do before ctb
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22
Views
747
kouna
kouna
anxiousdweller
Documentary
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1
Views
187
Munder
Munder
thefaunasystem
Channel 4 Documentary - UK site block
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18
Views
2K
Ima-username
Ima-username
hahahahhkjsk
Venting 😂😂😂😂 finished my last exam
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1
Views
199
white_car
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akira.kewl
Method OD : bradycardia / hypotension
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2
Views
515
somelex
somelex
Evelyn Lane
Resource Essential guide to hanging (aka making full suspension hanging accessible to everyone)
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130
Views
53K
ILoveCats2
ILoveCats2
T
Help Exit bag alternative ?
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1
Views
281
Ima-username
Ima-username
R
Discussion In the SN method, must benzodiazepines be crushed into powder for use?
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3
Views
206
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
disabledlife
How to voluntarily disappear like the Johatsu?
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0
Views
276
disabledlife
disabledlife
zdeweilx
Discussion Do you guys have any hope left ?
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72
Views
3K
endboss
endboss
LastDayOnEarth
24 hours no water challenge and my thougts
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16
Views
883
PanaxMan
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4Kumo7
Help Jumping
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0
Views
203
4Kumo7
4Kumo7
cocobutter
Help Wil this regulator and mask combo work for nitrogen method?
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3
Views
236
EndThatSuffer
EndThatSuffer
E
A question about SN
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5
Views
318
MyPropellerWontSpin
MyPropellerWontSpin
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